LiFe's a MeSS.

Day 110604: FiNaL_MUSInG

2011-06-04T16:10:00.002+08:00

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My life ends here.
Good bye, world as I once knew it.

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>>ごめんなさい

>>ありがとう

>>そして

>>さよう

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Day 110204: A_New_Beginning.

2011-02-04T19:21:00.003+08:00

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You guys kept toying with my trust, feelings and sadness.

The choir, the school.

You guys said I'd never get anywhere.

Well, looks I've proved you wrong yet again.

Karma's a bitch; what goes around, comes around.

And you. The one who tossed my heart around like it was your plaything.

You may now shut the fuck up as I leave you behind forever. May I never meet you again.

It's now my turn to be happy.

And this time, I know this happiness will last.

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Day 101204: reiNcarnation_OfThetrustoNcE_known

2010-12-04T21:33:00.002+08:00

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I think I finally know who would stand by me in the darkest of times.

I think I finally know who I can befriend.

I think I finally know who I can trust.

But this is the ten thousandth time I've believed such a thing.

Am I finally putting my belief in the right place?

It's time for you to tell me. Show me. Bring me into the bliss that I've always longed for.

Bring me out of this goddamn hell.

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Day 101121: eteRnal_c0rrupTioN/rE:brEakdWn----

2010-11-21T01:55:00.002+08:00

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It's over.

My secondary school life is over.

And with it...

everythingIevercherished.

All my friends will vanish.

All my friends have vanished.

And God knows I'll be left alone in the abyss.

Just like when it all began.

Only this time...

Ihavenostrengthforthereiterationofhell.

くたばれ.

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Day 100721: Unintended_DeViations

2010-07-21T22:41:00.006+08:00

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...hey...

...did you know...

...you gave me a purpose for living again...?

...both of you...

...stayed by my side for these 4 painful months...

...and made me realise...

...that I'm no longer alone...

...it's...

...only the two of you...

...but...

...when the world walked out...when everyone left me for dead...

...you two walked in...

...you two...

...you've had the biggest impact on my life...

...

...ありがとう...

...ございます...

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もう１回, もう１回
「私は今日も転がります。」と
少女は言う　少女は言う
言葉に意味を奏でながら！

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Day 100302: ShutDOwN_immiNEnt-';;;Proce=/

2010-03-03T22:16:00.005+08:00

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Hah. Looks like the system's getting more corrupted everyday. It's to be expected; no one can maintain himself fully.

But, it's reality, and eventually, I'll come to accept it.

Life's been nothing but a hectic mess of what seems to be joy, sorrow, more sorrow, and complete isolation.

Nothing that's been said so far can deny this fact, nor change my views on reality as it appears to the mind and heart.

Don't you worry, this isn't a suicide note. But you guys are allowed to whine, sigh, and cry over how my death doesn't seem to be imminent. Like I care.

Yes, I'm breaking down. Possibly physically and mentally; I now have a slight case of sadism, of which I'm exceptionally proud of. After all, what can allow someone to visualise murder scenes and sequences more vividly than the crimson hue of blood? Nothing. And those screams are something I wish to hear from people one day. Makes no sense? Typical of humans.

Not that I'll go down a psychopathic route. I may already be on it, I don't know. But me? Shedding blood? No. Maybe watching ever so intently, but no.

I realised that no such things as 'friends' exist in this pathetically incomplete world. Anyone who says they're your friend is obviously one of the most light-hearted liars you will ever see. Surrounded by a circle? Congratu-freaking-lations, you're now living in a community of liars. Think you aren't one? Look in the mirror, and reflect, you freaking hypocrite. We were born liars. That's why everything doesn't make sense - lying is the basic form of a human. If we do not lie, we're no longer human; we're divine beings.

Therefore, no one can be trusted. I can't trust even those who stand by my side, claiming they'll never betray me. I've let my guard down once before, and instead found myself crushed under the heels of 6 people. But, no problem. They just allowed me to upgrade the drawbridge into a complete metal wall. Spiked. At. Every. Spot.

Maybe, one day, I'll eventually become a hikikomori, the extreme case of distrust, social disconnection...

But, until that day, I still have to live with retards such as several classmates....

The ones that allowed me to lose my previous self. The self that I had worked so hard to achieve.

The self that will never again show up carrying my shell along with me.

You guys are idiots. Stop living in your small little world. My reclusive world's data has been disrupted by the introduction of your incomplete matrices. If you want your world to carry on, then stay out of my little sphere.

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Day 100201: In_coNclusIOn...

2010-02-01T21:55:00.003+08:00

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...yes?

I see now. Those I've ever needed. They were always by my side. Even now.

The three of you on Friday, during the Road Run. Inviting me to a little retreat. Even the one I still didn't trust.

The three of you on Saturday, not pissed with me even though my tone got out of hand. Yet, still laughing together. Perhaps antagonistic thoughts existed, but from my view...

Then you, on Sunday. Listening to me, then offering advice in His name. I've always never appreciated what a wonderful brother-in-Christ you are.

Thank you.

....no....you can't control me.
I'm a member too. What gives you the right to discriminate me, hm?
Hee...heheeheee....

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Day 100121: IsoLation_Was_the_NorM

2010-01-21T19:06:00.006+08:00

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Let's 'turn back the pendulum', to a time when things were more peaceful.
Peaceful, such that nothing could bring you down.

3 weeks since the start of school.

3 weeks since I've entered that hell once again.

3 weeks since I've begun reliving the events of 2009 Q4.

Maybe it's not where I belong.

But now's not the time...

It's never the time.

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Day 1225: Christmas;_Reflections

2009-12-25T16:51:00.002+08:00

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'Twas a merry Christmas, indeed.

Till he thought about everything the last year.

And realized Christmas wasn't that merry after all.

Just another ordinary, pathetic day.

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Day 1209: _Memories_Inexista--

2009-12-09T23:50:00.002+08:00

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"Without darkness, there can be no light...
So how can darkness be truly evil?" - Twin Form, on Cecil Harvey.

"Regret is the strength that pushes you toward the future...
All happened to bring you here." - Lone Heart, on Golbez.

"There is no truth, only awareness." - True Past, on Cloud Strife.

"Will you let the past hold you back? Will you strive to realize your dreams?" - Theatre Ticket, on Zidane.

"You love like a brute, yet your love is stronger for it. Instinct conquers intellect." - Medal of Honor, on Jecht.

Thank you, Dissidia: Final Fantasy.

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Day 1118: Questions_Long_Asked

2009-11-18T10:35:00.003+08:00

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Life's just so bleak, isn't it? Boring, boring you until you rot...

Otherwise, it gives and takes everything you have from you.

It's a pathetic thought.

Yesterday, I almost got ran over by a car.

Made me realize how feeble life is.

But who cares...

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Day 1028: Lost

2009-10-28T21:13:00.007+08:00

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A friend to a "friendful" is but another friend.

A friend to a "friendless" is but his whole world.

Will no one ever understand... its terrible feeling...

You just... don't know it yet...

How it feels to be tossed aside and abandoned.

I'll never be okay. I'm sorry...

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Day 1020: Knock_on_Memory's_Door

2009-10-20T16:49:00.003+08:00

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I've walked through the same road almost 13 times... with the results always being the same.

Why...

Why can I never learn...?

I will always find some friends...

But in the end, these 'friends' will always disappear.

Maybe it's time to admit...

There will never be anyone I can trust.

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Day 0926: Heart's_Sorrow;Help_Follows

2009-09-26T19:09:00.003+08:00

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I need to get myself moving again, by myself or not.

With or without the friends that have abandoned me again and again...

I'll get outta this one myself.

It's my fight.

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You'll cry, you're gonna cry. You always cry; see, you're crying.

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Day 0914: Year_of_the_(15s_on_14s).

2009-09-14T20:46:00.000+08:00

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What, is the whole net screwed up now? Facebook, Blogger, who knows what else... I've resorted to using Chrome to avoid the hell.

My house is in chaos now. Repacking, and refurnishing happening, I'll soon be forced to sleep in the hall. Oh joy.

Thank God that the holidays are over. Truth be told, staying at home doing nothing was getting boring. Don't ask me why.

There's nothing much for me to share.

As if there ever is.

I'm truly envious of you,...

And your friends.

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Day 0909: Self_Question,_Self_Progress;Disappear;;

2009-09-10T00:25:00.003+08:00

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Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone stands
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along

So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)

When everything is wrong, we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through

(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along

Using this song to motivate myself.

I just wonder if He really wants me to be his child. I look at myself, and then I look at what is preached. I am nowhere near that kind of standard He's set, nor do I feel myself making an effort to change.

...What a mess I always turn out to be. Must have been a sin for me to even exist, huh?

Shut up and move along...

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Life. Any meaning? Besides sorrow?
After all, we all dissolve into nothing in the end.
Guidance is unnecessary. I'm wandering down the road that seems to keep me going.
And if I stop, I'll fall apart, right?
So, I'll just have to do this myself.

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Day 0906: Departure_Of_Sorrow

2009-09-06T22:42:00.000+08:00

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Wit's gone now. He's in Thailand right now. If you're reading this, you'd better take care of yourself, y'hear?

I don't really know what to do nowadays. I feel something drifting away, but I don't know what. It's a confusing feeling; if you don't know it, be glad you don't.

Thanks to you guys for the dinner-talktime. It was short, but it was a great time.

I still miss the past days.

Too bad, they'll never come again. For better or worse... I don't know.

Turn back the Pendulum...

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Day 0902: 2_Days_/_Party_For_The_Gone

2009-09-02T22:20:00.000+08:00

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I believe I have three parties to thank for making this week more interesting than it would ever have been.

1st, SHPS, 6/9 '06.

It's a shame that we didn't get the chance to visit Ms Ng after all, but still, it was fruitful. We finally had one of the biggest turnouts for the 3 times that we had arranged to gather. 20+ people. Isn't that nice?

Old faces that are just new again. People have really changed. Wonder if I did make an impression. Can't change that much, can I?

Went with Mikey to SHPS, and went around. Waited until 1200 hours and saw Caleb, Ying Liang, Le Yuan, and one more guy at the soccer court. SHSS is gonna merge with SHPS in a way....and both of them are changing.

Sat there, and met with Clarence. Eventually, Cheryl (who had been there from the start) joined in, then Melody, who left anyways, and the whole gang came along. We moved to TM to eat at Phin's....and initially wanted to watch a movie. Cancelled that idea, went to the Open Plaza for some shots, then walked all the damn way to our favourite hangout - the park.

Played Captain's Ball until we were all tired. Couldn't believe the thrill of it all.

Majority of the group left after we got a drink, and the remaining (DK, Ave, Den and I) moved to a playground and just sat there. It was a nice heart-to-heart "talk", which eventually became a dancing session for the three of them. I was the little cameraman. After that, Den left, and we waited for Bel to come along. She got lost 3 times.

So, after she finally came, we played Truth or Dare, I Ever/Never, and some throwing and catching. Then I had to get outta there before I came home too late.

In summary,

Avelene's now shorter than me. I'm so freaking grateful. Oh, and she's really changed from P6 in more ways than one.
Benedict has grown too freaking tall.
Clarabel looks almost the same. Except that she's grown thinner. She's gonna kill me for that.
DK is same as always; enthu, hyped up 24/7, and simply the best organizer.
Clarence, you're still short. Go find Priscilla, she'll make you feel better.
Caleb and Sean....what the hell happened to your freaking voices?
Kai Ho is still the wacky nutjob I used to know.
Clarice...nothing much to say bout her.
Cheryl, yes, my voice has changed, stop being surprised. Yes, you've grown taller too.
Kell, your personality's changed, I'll give you that.

Nothing else to say bout that.

And the next day, who else, but Wit's birthday?

It was a birthday-cum-farewell party for good ol' Wit.

At first, when I stopped at Chai Chee Sec, I was wondering where the hell his house was. Thank God that Darrel, Daryl, Wayne, Jordan, and Chuw all came right behind me, so I could tag with them. Comedy arose when we got to his house; couldn't get the lift working, almost got stuck in the stairways (almost every door is card-operated), and who knows what else.

His house is nice. Very nice. And 7 swimming pools. Damn.

So, after we arrived, about 10 minutes later, a group of at least 15 people came in. Oh crap, amirite?

Wit decided to move us all down. The MPH was opened for us, and we moved in. Had 2 hours of swimming activities, though part of it was interrupted by a dumbass of a security system. No further elaboration needed; moving on.

After swimming, went back in and owned almost everyone BUT Shi De in 'Stress'. How sad. I wasn't any good in it anyways.

Random Placement: Thank God it didn't rain for the whole day after 4.

After the cake and all that crap, of which Wit has all the details, Nicholas, Ben T, Yan Han('zat his name?) and I just sat outside. I must say, the moon was quite disturbing that night. Gibbous, and hidden behind the clouds. It gave an ominous feeling to it.

Joined the others in playing frisbee shortly after that. I think I must have ph4iled in interception alot. Alot.

Went home with Cheng, who dropped off at least 15 stops earlier than me. Thank God for the safe journey....it was almost 10, after all.

I guess there's nothing much else to say but thank you.

All of you.

Smile, huh?

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Day 0828: Your_Departure

2009-08-28T22:45:00.000+08:00

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Well, it's your final day at TK. How does it feel?

Y'know what? Don't answer that.

Let's admit something here. Though I've only known you for 3 quarts of a year, I think it was great having you as a classmate, and having you as a friend.

I don't remember how we first interacted, but since then, it's been great, to say the least. It was a wonderful feeling having someone to talk to in front of me for once. You'd never know how much I'd longed for that.

Thanks for your jokes and "insults" that manages to brighten me up for a day.
Thanks for the encouragement, even though you obviously need it more.
Thanks for helping me when I needed it.
Thanks for being a friend.

Hm. I wonder how it'll be like having class with no one in front of me, unless your 'will' is really true.

Thanks, dude. I really owe you one for boosting my self-esteem up.

3A will never be as awesome, or funny, or crazy without you. Unless everyone goes 110% as nuts, but what are the freaking odds, eh?

Looking forward to the day ahead... Even if I have to kill myself to enjoy it.

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Day 0826: Two 15s_/_Diaharan=Effective..._Somewhat.

2009-08-26T22:13:00.001+08:00

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Happy birthday to two of my friends, and classmates. Enjoy your time of being 15, reveil in the moment, and don't despair like I have/am.

It's tough when I think back.

Memories, visions, whatever of those days of solitude...loneliness, having hardly anyone to depend on... Maybe I wanted that, but it felt terrible. Cause truth be told...those few days were hell on Earth. No one to smile to. No one to cry to. No one to argue with. No one to listen.

For those with friends, I'm truly envious of you all. I look around everyday and see large groups in the canteen everyday. Sure, you may see me at the table with others, but it's only because I force myself into their group. I don't belong. I'm so desperate, I just push myself in to fit in.

And of course...I have to thank both of you. You may not know it, but in two different instances, you have both helped me ignite something within me. Like a drive to push myself on. It was a subtle thing you did for me, but subtle things have a big effect. Truly, thank you.

I finally pull of this layer of lies to release the guilt accumulated over the months. I don't know whether it's what I think it is, but whenever I think of those moments, anger, fear, loneliness in their masses, I feel something just numbing my body and escaping from me.

Is it...truly Him relieving me of my burden?

If it is, why do I suddenly feel sad?

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You'd think me rude,
But I'd just stand and stare.

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Day 0825: Regret_/_Remorse_/_Retry

2009-08-25T20:25:00.000+08:00

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...I really don't know what to do, feel, anymore.

Friends seem to go out more than come in nowadays.

The world is shutting in on me, and all I'm left with is this 50 centimeter cubed room.

Where was the times that once were?

With the world, so goes my joyous self, my happiness, my sense of belonging; that's just a simple mask I don from day to day.

Cause I feel like I can't trust anyone anymore...

Help.

Please.

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I'm falling down
It's getting dark
I'm not scared
Not at all

Hear the crumbling sound?
Well then, good night

I can't see
I can't see
I can't hear
I can't feel
I'm disappearing

Hear the crumbling sound?
Nothing left here
Well then, good night

A faint sound I hear was...
Your regret?

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Day 0814: 0_Days_/_15_Years

2009-08-14T21:43:00.002+08:00

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I hit the 15th milestone in my life today. It was a great day to be alive. I sincerely love everyone who wished me a Happy Birthday....because I just do.

List, hopefully in chronological order:

-Clarence
-Yong
-Dad
-Vanessa
-Liang Yi
-Marcus
-Esther
-Eric
-Pannawit
-Nicholas
-Nadira
-Judith
-Mom
-Ben Cheng
-Hui Xian
-Jasmine
-Ai Jing
-Daniel
-Chuw Teck Wee
-Jeanette
-Wayne
-Amanda Tay
-William
-Glen
-Phoebe
-Samuel
-Clarissa
-Daniel
-Kei Kiu
-Delcine

You guys are awesome...some of my closest friends. I may not show it, but I always had this place in me for those friends...

You guys belong in that part...

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Day 0811: 3_Days_/_Relapse

2009-08-11T22:14:00.003+08:00

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I've been listening to Eminem's newest song lately...

Though he is quite free with his vulgarities, the lyrics in his songs are REALLY deep.

He's also a Born-Again Christian, which is cool. He's really been blessed by God with the talent of encouraging others through his songs...

Thanks...

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In my shoes, just to see,
What it's like, to be me,
I'll be you, let's trade shoes,
Just to see what it'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine,
Go inside each other's minds,
Just to see what we find,
Look at shit through each other's eyes.

So don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful...
They can all get ******, just stay true to you,
So don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful...
They can all get ******, just stay true to you.

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Day 0810: 4_Days_/_Support_Skill:_Emotional

2009-08-10T22:20:00.004+08:00

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It's really true...

People don't know how much they've affected someone unless it's been made clear to themselves...

Just like the three of you.

Thanks, truly.

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Day 0809: 5_Days_/_NDP:_Natural_Delight_in_Progress

2009-08-10T00:20:00.002+08:00

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It's worth thanking all of you for the past few days. They were awesome.

It's a far wish to wish for all the days to be similar...

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Day 0807: 7_Days_/_The_Light_Through_The_Shadow

2009-08-07T23:15:00.002+08:00

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I don't know how to express my thanks to the 3 people that made me feel special today.

Let's deal with the first things.

NDP in the morn. At first, it was crap. Until the Finale; I felt the hype then. It's incredible how a school can get in a spirit when the UGs start going insane. I couldn't believe the renewed spirit. I, myself, felt a sense of rejuvenation for just singing my heart out. Why...?

How I envy everyone in the Plaza.

After that, I slacked along with Nicholas, Glenn, Daniel, and Nadira. Nich actually helped to me catch Darkrai in Platinum. I was amazed.

Adam and Ryan had a short 'dance-off' to the tune of 'Nobody'. I lol'd.

Walked with Marcus, Liang Yi, Ben Cheng, Nich and Govind to the traffic lights, where we parted, and the former 3 and I took bus 30 to Vivo. In the bus, we were talking about bullshit all the way. Bullshit = 1 of the things that I can do, and feel happy at the same time.

We got off, bought tickets from a bloody long queued GV. And we missed the 123456789 extravaganza. If you missed it too, too bad. At that moment, and I quote, "We were standing in a cinema, arguing over a movie, popcorn, and drinks."

We went for lunch at Kopitiam, then went to the arcade. Short visit, nothing much. Then we watched 'Up'. It was touching, I guess. But I don't have a soft spot...so...

Up used Touching Moment.
It doesn't seem to affect Ian...

Uh-huh.

Marcus went off after this, leaving me and Cheng to go to Liang Yi's house. Enjoyed ourselves a bit, and felt a bit guilty when her parents invited us for dinner. At Pizza Hut. There, the three of us actually talked about how we were glad to be in such an awesome class. The rest, shouldn't be said.

I was saying quite a few things today...

How I admire Mr Koh's enthusiasm, and how I think he's a great VP.
How I think Mrs Foo is actually a good A-Maths teacher, but just not experienced enough to deal with the worse 3A you've ever seen.
How I liked the feeling of getting hyped for the first time in ages.

It's these little things in life that give it a purpose. So...is this a calling?

And...

Tonight was a good night indeed.
You guys are truly the light in my shadow.

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Tonight's the night,
Let's live it up.
I got my money,
Let's spend it up.

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Day 0208: 12_Days_/_Forgive_and_Forget

2009-08-02T00:06:00.006+08:00

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The countdown begins, huh?

Pastor really made an impact on me today, spiritually. His sermon during YF about forgiveness.... I felt really.... shaken by it. Have I really forgiven people? Or did I merely pass it off as something that didn't matter?

I guess... God's trying to talk to me...

While Pastor was talking, I could feel half of my mind looking back on the past. Those times, I miss. Why they disappeared; did it have something to do with forgiveness too, or the lack thereof? Did someone wrong me, or did I wrong someone...?

...I myself know the answer... But I could never bring myself out to say it. I'm really a sad case,...

I only have myself to blame.

I can't pin it on someone else; no one else has wronged me enough to push me to this stage. I realized that today.

I've been the one closing myself up. Why?

Did I not forgive someone?

God...speak to me...

Like you always have.

This time, though...

Make me listen to you.

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Accessing file: 12_Days_/_Forgive_and_Forget.emf

Let's paint the town.
We'll shut it down.
Let's burn the roof.
Then we'll do it again.

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Day 0729: Koi_wa_Sensou

2009-07-29T19:47:00.003+08:00

Accessing file: Koi_wa_Sensou.mfv_

Love is War: (Hatsune Miku)

No where to go
The calories of this love
Ahh...

Sun light shadows
Dusk changes it's color
Ahh, World ooze
Even so will I still love you
Obvious But what can I do
What can I ... How can I ...
What a fool ... I am ...

Let's begin This is war
To see you happy!(with someone else)
Earnest feeling of love Shall be Sin
I will show you my heart

Megaphone I screamed with was broken
How hard I try to reach up
And fail to get into your sight
Ahh, Clear sky slid by Never suiting(this situation)
I can't get hold of my feeling
What can I... How do I...
(I am)Not crying / I am not....

I Love You

Let's fight it out Shoot the heart
There's no time for selecting means
Show off my skirt flutter
I'll get your eyes on me

Get ready to intercept
War situation is still disadvantageous
Love is blind
I'll be awaken by your kiss

Epic song is epic.

Been playing Shin Megami Tensei: Devil Suvivor lately. It's awesome. It's like Etrian Odyssey, but 10 times as awesome.

On Friday, we went to my cuz's house to have dinner with my grandmother. While loitering there, my mom suggested getting one of the mangoes on the trees outside the foyer. My dad said something like, 'You can't get one only (cause the whole bunch but one was green). Don't try.'

So, after my bro tried, I took a pole and pressed the ripe one a few times. And...

Snap. It came down. Too bad, it was already spoilt. No dessert, then.

That's more or less everything interesting that happened. Except for the fact that I stepped onto a golf course for the first time in my life on Tuesday. Hoorah.

Bind me in this cage
And lock me inside.
Turn the lights off in here,
And allow me to hide.

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Day 0726 P2: Disappearance, fear,...

2009-07-26T22:44:00.002+08:00

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"Such a weak heart that fails to scare away the phrase, existential reason."
"存在意義という虚像振って払うこともできず."

The heart that fears the world, the heart that hates it...

The heart that feels out of place, the heart that knows it doesn't belong...

The heart that wants to run away, the heart that knows it can't....

It feels like 1208 all over again...

Who will save me from this hell...No one...
I'll just be left to drown in the sea that is darkness,
The sea that is loneliness. Sadness. Pain.

Will never cry.

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Day 0726: Clouds_to_(re)Cover_Night_and_Ground

2009-07-26T01:03:00.003+08:00

Accessing file: Clouds_to_(re)Cover_Night_and_Ground.mfv

I haven't really had much to do this whole week...

Thursday, we were all trying to see the eclipse. Too bad though, the clouds were blocking everything. The rain and wind against our faces was pure awesome though.

And I barely avoided being pulled to Bugis. For what reason? I will never know.

Friday, floorball. My (in)famous 'golf swing' (as it has been nicknamed. Reason? I always swing the stick high up and swing in down quick to hit the ball. Result? Fast, and somewhat accurate, ball.) made a return, scoring 1 goal. Out of the 3 goals my team scored, I scored 2. Not to be a narcissist.

Daily VOCALOID Rankings for 24th and 25th July were delayed like hell. I'll get to posting them tomorrow.

I'll just look back and smile. But that's all I'm gonna do.
Me, trying to block out the world, cause it seems like trusted ones have left me?
...
Damn straight.

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Day 0713: VOCAL RAnkIngs.

2009-07-13T22:08:00.003+08:00

Accessing File: 130709-VOCAL_RAnkIngs...

I'm still to lazy to record the previous weeks' crap, so let's start with today's crap.

This morning was filled with the usual. I finally completed the final touches on Rin Kagamine (yeah, you heard right.) For you other blockheads who don't know yet, I AM drawing as many Vocaloids as I can, due to my new addiction. I mean, seriously. Haven't you listened to songs like 'The Disappearance of Hatsune Miku'? Go. Now.

Mdm Yeo had a problem with it.

Mdm Yeo: -comes over to check my temp and sees me drawing- "Aiyo, drawing things like this. -sigh-..."
Me: "...What does she have against drawing?"
Esther: "Maybe it's because it isn't common for a boy to draw?"
Me: -facepalm-

Anyways, no, my drawing isn't horrible. Nor is it perfect. Meh.

So, we finally got our new A-Maths + E-Maths lecture books today. When we opened up the E-Maths books, boom. Trigonometry. So guess where Eric turned? Yep. To the next page, where he started saying....

Eric: "Sho's Overthrowing His Composer And Hanekoma's The One Assisting."

He told me that countless times before, and I agreed it was f**king epic win. The catch? Only TWEWY fans get it.

Mm.

Nothing else really...

I still think 3A is f**king awesome...I really do...

I've started uploading the Daily Vocaloid Rankings on my YouTube channel....check it out if you want to.

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Day 0710: Re:Collection of Memories.

2009-07-10T22:43:00.002+08:00

Last Week

Thursday: File-Dissection_of_a_Heart.doc
Friday: File-Ball_and_ball_and_score.doc

This Week

Thursday: File-Absence_With_Official_Leave=....doc
Friday: File-PS_guns_and_handball.doc

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Will post more next time...

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Day 0613: Emptiness makes you wanna cry...

2009-06-13T20:35:00.002+08:00

"Give up on yourself, and you give up on the world."- Yoshiya Kiryu, TWEWY.

How true. Joshua, thou speaketh thought-provoking words.

So, for all of you who didn't bother looking around a bit, or if you just didn't care...which I know you don't, so I don't know why I even have this blog anyway. I'm back from Kuching after leaving on the 9th.

And in that period of time, nothing on this webpage seems to have moved. At all.

....

So much for expectancy.

Ah well...

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Day 0604: Rolling Up The Curtains.

2009-06-04T22:35:00.003+08:00

I enjoyed my week so far. I have friends to thank for that. Hah....friends. A word I haven't used in a long time.

Last Friday 0529:

Bowling was just...fun for me, though I sucked that day. Seriously bad.

Though a large chunk'o them went for a movie, Ethel, Cheng and I just hung around the arcade, playing games like Razing Storm and Time Crisis (I think I'm getting better. Getting hit less nowadays.)

Can't remember much else. Memory files all corrupted here and there.

Wednesday 0603:

Oral was....supposedly boring. Supposedly. But when you put Marcus, Ben C. and I all in the same room with Mdm Yeo, regardless of any others, hell breaks loose.

Marcus: "The women in the picture seem to be middle-aged..."
Mdm Yeo: "Are you saying all three of them are middle-aged?"-starts smiling-
Ian: "Cheng. This woman, -points- is middle aged. Aaaahahaaaaaa."
Ben C.: "Hahaahaa..."

Ian: "Um...uh....the old....fat, short woman on the right...."
Everyone: -laughs uncontrollably-
Mdm Yeo: "-still laughing- Ian, you like to twist things in a way they seem humourous."

And so-on-so-forth.

After oral, Marcus and I bailed to the Rotunda, where we saw Aijing, Jas, Ruth, Xinni, and a few others. Van came from behind.

Marcus: "Aijing, are you coming?"
Aijing: "Huh? No, I don't want....I....need to go to Parkway!"
Ian: -to self- "Excuses..."

Jasmine: "I have no car!"
Marcus: "Huh? Why?"
Jasmine: "My father got involved in an accident."
-after explanation-
Marcus: "And your dad wants to repair the car even though the whole front end had been ripped off."

We waited for Ben C to finish his oral crap, then we bounced for Bugis. Justin was apparently waiting for us there, so we hurried a bit. In the bus, I activated the three Legendary Birds for Platinum, and caught Articuno easy. (Today, I tried catching Moltres, but he's one feisty one.)

Marcus: "You know what we should for Aijing for her birthday? A shirt that says '#1 Pangseh Queen!'
Ian: "Such a thing exists? -laughs-"

We ate at Food Junction, and talked more crap, then we walked to iluma. Yes, iluma. No caps.

Ian: "iluma? Where the hell is that? Does such a place even exist? What kin-- -sees white building with Esplanade-like flaps and a sign saying 'iluma' on a building wall- ....Oh."

Stupidity realized. We went to Filmgarde....on the 4-storey escalator.

Marcus: "Imagine if you accidentally look down and lose your footing."
Ian: "Shit."

Marcus: "That was fun! Let's go down and take it again!"
Justin: "For what, lar?"
Ian: "HELL. FREAKING. NO."

Bought tickets for MvA, went to the arcade, got thrashed once in Mario Kart GP 2, then looked for Xinni and Van who were on their way. When they came, we loitered around, played more Mario Kart GP 2. When Xinni looked at the tickets, however...

Xinni: "Eh, Marcus. The tickets say 3.00 leh."
Marcus: "Huh? But I told the woman 3.30."
Van: "Ohhhhhh."
Justin: "Die liao lar."
Ben C.: "Then how?"
Ian: "Aiya, just go in lar. No point liao."

And we stayed outside the cinema deciding whether to try and get a refund or just go in.

MvA was quite funny. Favourite part: Dr. Cockroach bustin' out his moves on Mother Brain.

After the movie, we went to the arcade again.

Got back at Marcus and Ben for thrashing me, then tried SF4. I got owned everytime, cause I couldn't get used to the joystick, thus epically failing the use of Metsu Hadoken. That, and I forgot Akuma's 'Thousand Hits in One Stroke' move. Owhoops.

Then we loitered, and went home.

Today 0604:

I woke up complaining to Van over SMSes how we were forced out of our beds so early for f**king lessons. After the lessons, however, (which I amazingly didn't sleep through due to the presence of laptop apps and nice weather), I met up with Tri and Lynn again. Even though I arrived THREE hours early, and slacked around. Sigh...

But we had a nice lunch, I bullied Tri a bit, and they decided to crash my house. Again. Luckily no one was home, so I invited them in, and I just enjoyed bullying the hell out of Tri. It brings warmth to my heart. (Hell, she's gonna murder me.)

Overall, though, it was a day I enjoyed.

But at the end of it all...

I'll be honest.

I made a pact to myself never to cry again.

But sometimes,...

I just wanna curl up in a little ball and cry it all out.

Who would understand....

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Day 0523: The sum of which.

2009-05-23T14:33:00.002+08:00

MYEs were so bad, I don't even wanna talk about it.

It cost me some time on the com too. In more ways than one.

Anyways, I simply love Pokemon now.

I mean, I'm addicted to the Dialga/Palkia music. The piano pieces are the awesomeness.

Yeah, I'll be on less frequently on the com thanks to the exam results.

My fault, I accept that.

Join me in Atlantica, why don't you...?

"Can you feel life, moving through my mind?
Oo, looks like it came back for more.
Can you feel time, moving down your spine?
Oo, you try and try to ignore..."

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Day 0505: Remniscent: 2 Days of Hell. 10 Days to Heaven.

2009-05-05T16:36:00.002+08:00

The exams started. English = screwed. SS = fine. Chinese = screwed.

Last Saturday, I went out with Lynn, Tri, Terr and Mich.

Since I had school before that, I asked Lynn and Tri to meet me at the MRT (Paya Lebar).

Which they did.

So I invited them to my house for awhile, then we left for KLP.

Blablabla. Lynn was given a Tamagotchi by Tri, as her...gift, in sorts.

We met Terr and Mich over at Koufu, ate, then went bowling while Lynn and Tri looked at pets.

Quite a short day, seeing how everyone went home at 5. Sad, isn't it?

Nothing much... I guess...

"Game on, kiddies! KENSEI!!"

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Day 0423: We're Gonna Find Out ;_Platinum_:

2009-04-23T20:10:00.004+08:00

I'm Waking Up At The Start Of The End Of The World,
But Its Feeling Just Like Every Other Morning Before,
Now I Wonder What My Life Is Going To Mean If It's Gone,
The Cars Are Moving Like A Half A Mile An Hour If That
And I Started Staring At The Passengers Who're Waving Goodbye
Can You Tell Me What Was Ever Really Special About Me All This Time?

But I Believe The World Is Burning To The Ground
Oh Well I Guess We're Gonna Find Out
Let's See How Far We've Come
Let's See How Far We've Come
Well I, Believe, It All, Is Coming To An End
Oh Well, I Guess, We're Gonna Pretend,
Let's See How Far We've Come
Let's See How Far We've Come

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Day 0420: 1 Bruise, 1 Skid, 1 Bidoof.

2009-04-20T21:56:00.004+08:00

Suddenly, a Pokemon craze has swept the whole class.

First, it started with the DS. Liang Yi, Ai Jing, Hui Xian and I all playing TWEWY. So we were sort of a group. Alston joined in with Pokemon soon after. So everyone got Platinum.

Then the craze started from there.

Liang Yi so generously offered me a Chimchar, while helping me evolve my Kadabra and Haunter. Unfortunately, I had no junk Pokemon or good ones to trade to her, so she agreed to let me trade 2 Bidoofs for my Pokemon back.

Me: Congratulations! You have 2 Bidoofs!
Liang Yi: 2 BEEEEDOOOOFSS!!! They're, like, awesomely rare!
Me: BEEEEDOOOOFFFSSSS!!!

All hail the power of Bidoofs.

This afternoon, we compiled a list of who everyone in the class, or what is known as 3A(rceus), could be. So she got Sceptile, I got Porygon 2, Ben C. got the SHINY Sudowoodo. These three were already determined last week.

When the list is printed for all to see, I'll state down the names so you can laugh.

Meanwhile, Choir thrashed the band again.

Not much to be joyful about after 4 days.

'Specially when you feel like crap.

"Fine...I'll tell you everything...But it may turn out to be a long story..."

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Day 0408: 100 posts, 100 files.

2009-04-08T22:17:00.002+08:00

For those who didn't get the title in my last post (not that anyone cares), think of error codes.

404.

Here's to a hundred posts in this pointless blog. That nobody reads anyway, so it's just an empty vessel. Imagine an empty auditorium, save the actor.

Monday was... fun. I thought FM Yo (Yeo) was a creative idea, guys. Whoever created that, give yourself a pat on the back. Then proceed to shoot yourself.

Tuesday's Physics test was...a breeze, to say the least. To say the most, it was a thinker. Made me feel like I was in some IQ test. Oh, did I mention I fail at EQ?

Right.

Today was another bore -- E-Maths and Bio teachers absented themselves for no reason, but A-Maths lecture was a hell load of fun.

Nadira: Ian! You're a part of my 'Imaaaaginaaaattiooon!' *does Spongebob-style imagination--those who don't know this, I'm sorry regarding your childhood*
Liang Yi: Really? *pokes my leg*
Ian: If I'm part of your 'Imaaaaginnaaaattiooon,' why can I still be felt?
Liang Yi: Because you're only part of her imagination, but not the rest.
Ian: That makes no sense.
Liang Yi: Because it's all 'Imaaaaginaaattioooonnn.'

And another case:

Jasmine: Benjamin!
Ben C: *looks over*
Jasmine: *stares with that sexy/bitchy *cough* look*
Ben C: O O

And the best one:

Darrel: I don't know what she's talking about, you know?
Mrs Foo: *catches word and looks over* Darrel, are you ready?
Darrel: Ya, ya. *after 5 seconds* Ever ready.
Whole auditorium: *bursts into laughter*

And during the SS lecture....

Mrs Nani: You'll see why the Singapore government did not provide free medical treatment, unlike Britain.
Me: *talks to Ben C* Cause, unlike Britain, they're just selfish.
Jia Qing: *turns around, looks at me, and laughs*
Ben C: *laughs*

Liang Yi: Oh no! Only 5 minutes left in this audi...
Ben T: Liang Yi, I know why you're so disappointed. It means you have less time to seduce me, riiight?
Me: Alright, so is Liang Yi seducing you, or are you seducing Liang Yi?
Ben T: Both!
Liang Yi: *eventually* Stop harassing me! *jokingly*
Me: Ben! Go harass Govind instead! He's homo like you!
Three of us: *laughs*

And in the corridor...

Liang Yi: Where's my lawyer?
Nicholas: Yes? *sees Ben T and walks away faster*
Liang Yi: No! Don't run, my lawyer!
Me: See, Ben? Your homo-ness scared Nick off!

And random crap follows.

Look forward to Friday, for it shall give us rest.

"Why do I envy them... when I'm not supposed to feel anything at all?"

Day 0404: File Not Found.

2009-04-04T00:08:00.002+08:00

What. The. Bloody. Hell.

I'm sick, and you guys just have to push me to the limit, right?

I'm still sick, you're gonna make me wake up early at 7 for no f**king reason but to go to Choir? Even though I'm clearly f**king sick?

The more you push me, the more sick I become.

You guys are freakin' idiots. Get brains one day or another.

You're gonna make me sit down there, doing nothing for 4 f**king hours.

I'M WASTING TIME. YOU'RE WASTING MY TIME.

I could be spending my time doing lots of useful stuff. Nah, let's not do that. Let's waste time sitting there in Choir. Possibly spreading diseases to the rest, but who gives a shit about that, right?

So what if I have a strict conductor? I'm sick.

You said that you already 'let you rest for one day at home'. You make it sound like it's my duty to go to school even though I'm ill.

You guys are ill, and you guys can take a 3-day medical leave. So I can't? I'm some f**king hybrid human that can recover from anything within a day?

Get a life. Don't take it out on your f**king son.

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Day 0331: Comfort in the Dusk.

2009-03-31T22:42:00.002+08:00

"...Because this is the last time I'm going to say 'Sorry'...."

I felt bitter throughout the whole day. Can't explain why... but I guess it's because it's all getting to me.

SYF's nearing. Should we start screaming like it's Judgment Day?

Nah. Screaming never suited me. At once, maybe, but not now.

I just need to stay able to survive, right?

My report slip came in.

L1R5 = 18.

My mother commented: You did well for everything, but your Combined Humanes pulled you down.

E8. Bummer.

Not that I really care.

Not that I actually cared for anything since the start of this year.

I don't know why...

Maybe I've given up...

Not that anyone cares either.

Guess I'll live through this on my own....as I always have.

"I'm still an irreplaceable part of someone's life! He said all that.... to me!"

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Day 0322: Draw With Me.

2009-03-22T18:57:00.002+08:00

I'm impressed.

Holidays come to an end in approximately 12h, 25 min. Sigh... not much of a holiday after all.

Not that anyone cares...

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Day 0320: Icing it Up, Walling it Down.

2009-03-20T21:56:00.002+08:00

I appreciate Lynn, Tri, Terr and JS for coming down on Monday. It made me feel like the planning of the event, or the lack thereof, was not wasted.

As agreed, we all met up at Kallang MRT. Lynn kept telling us how she was there from 10.15. No-life. I left house at 10.15 as well, and got there by 10.30. From the moment I saw a girl standing there spamming messages, and not taking either train, and waiting near the elevator as agreed upon as well, I knew it was her. But, just for hell's sake, what's life without some fun, right?

Right.

So I stood about 1 meter from her, and messaged her constantly. Kept hinting, and it took her awhile to find out.

So after she found it all out, we waited for Terr and JS, who was quick to spot us, quick to greet us, but was slow to take off.

And, it started raining. Not that we ran, of course. We walked. Slowly. To the bus stop.

And I don't know what the hell Terr and JS were doing, who the hell they were talking to, but since all our voices sound like we just came out of a f**king freezer, they tried to trick that person through the phone by mixing up their names with voices. Trust me, they had me confused.

Upon hitting 16, and hitting KLP's outer roads, we made a 'break for it' through the rain. So we were basically walking in the rain. No dancing.

So after that, we loitered in KFC, had a nice lunch, commented on Lynn's anorexic habits (ahem), and bailed to the arcade. I played Wangan for the first time in 3 months, and I teamed with Terr and JS (on-and-off) in Time Crisis 4. Needless to say, I owned them when scores were compared. But we didn't even get through the first stage. Only through 1-2.

Tri messaged Lynn constantly, commenting that she was lost. I tried calling her, but she, being afraid, didn't pick up. Figures. So we went bowling first. Lynn passed her phone to me, with Tri on the line. So I gave her some directions, since she was already in the KLP through I have no bloody idea what method.

I told Lynn I saw a girl outside, and suggested that maybe it was Tri. So she went.

And I stole her frame. *coughcough*

Anyways, JS, you bastard. Can't believe you beat me by one.

Oh, did I mention I saw Nads, Alv, Kev and a hell lot of other TK peeps there? No kidding. Jared, Alston and two girls, and those 3 back there were all bowling. I was all 'what the hell are you guys doing here?'

Check Nads' blog for the linking of the events.

Meanwhile, we bailed to the arcade, and played around for awhile. Then we started spamming claw machines. I only took one try - wasn't really interested.

And we didn't get anything.

But a Malay lady (not meaning to be racist) kept getting a hell lot.

After that, JS and Terr bailed on home, and Lynn and I spent 1 hour trying to convince Tri to go ice skating. If any of you saw three people sitting at the pillar near the ice skating counter, that was us.

We had another round of bowling, just Lynn and me, before we finally went ice skating.

And that was the craziest 2 hours of my day.

I finally learnt how to turn a ninety without losing much speed, in short, a bit of running sideways. But, it causes a bloody big blister.

Lynn and Tri kept hanging on to the wall, calling it their 'love'. Sheesh.

In the end, they managed to get the hang of speed, but not balance.

Sad story.

And hell, am I glad I was wearing pants.

The rest of the story shall be censored for Tri's sake.

Thanks again, -RDM-.

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Day 0314: Sound data unrecognizable.

2009-03-14T00:13:00.001+08:00

I was wondering.

I let loose everything 3 weeks ago.

But I feel it all piling up again.

If I needed to shout it all out at someone,...

Would anyone be there for me?

....No....

Didn't think so.

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Day 0308: Sleepin' on the Matress

2009-03-08T01:53:00.005+08:00

Yes, the title's a ref to the last post.

I returned from camp.

Alive.

Day 0303: 2nd Day/1st Day.

Icebreakers were...not that interesting to me. I vaguely remember the balloon game, maybe my friends will have more info. Anyway, one trainer commented about the balloon sticking on someone's poncho, but he didn't know who did it. For all you curious people, that guy was me. I made that thing stick on Daryl Gan's back.

Instructors: Ping Wen, aka PolkaDot, aka Donald Duck, aka Mr Tan.
Jace, aka Mrs Tan. (see above)

They both rock.

Navigation game was...fun. Thanks, Ping Wen, for the lame jokes and the laughs. I'm sure our small group enjoyed it. Thought you never did get Jace wet in the end.

The rescue thingy at night was just...wrong. Our 'patient' kept saying his name was Pussycat Dolls. We were all WTF-ing. LOL-ing included.

Lucky they were all sane. In short, acting.

Chalets, bitch!

Day 0304: 3rd Day/2nd Day

Today, during breakfast, we played Truth or Dare. Needless to say, I got hit quite a few times.

And that's when I told two people who I liked. But for privacy issues, that shall not be revealed.

Kayaking was a killer. Both to skin, and to arms.

Skin = F**king sunburnt to hell. I look like a Red Indian now.
Arms = F**king tired to hell. If it wasn't for Kimberly, I think I'd be stuck there right now.

According to (unreliable) sources, we kayak-ed for 5 km or more. Unbelievable.

We had to stand on our kayaks on one occasion, as a game. Guess what? I was one of those, and while trying to move/stomp our feet, I slipped, lost balance, and my feet/leg hit the water running 5 times. I almost pulled Putra and Gavin with me. Who were beside me. Some scene I caused.

Then I made our boat capsize. Ain't I awesome?

Our cheer that we prepped? Not so good, but at least we showed the enthusiasm.

Day 0305: 4th Day/3rd Day

I remember waking up on this day at 5 f**king 30 on this day in the morning, even though we were supposed to meet at 8.30. So, I took the chance to sleep for another hour, while everyone was playing Poker. Then I went to bathe.

Hey, go with the flow.

We were supposed to have CIP Nature Conservation talks and all, but, as usual, we didn't go. Instead, Polkadot promised us that we would go tekan the Sec 2s.

Not that it ever came true.

After the bridge picture, which is ALL OVER FACEBOOK, we turned back and gathered for the Waterfall briefing.

The trek there was a killer. Glenn and I spent the whole time playing 'Word Web'. And by right, I lost first.

In the forest itself, Nadira and Glenn in front of me, I started spouting out random cheers. From the infamous 3A's 'YAAAAAAYYYY' cheer, to singing songs like Check Yes Juliet. What's wrong with me, I don't know.

Then Alston started singing 'If You're Happy And You Know It'. Which, of course, everyone joined in.

Once we hit the waterfall, which is so measly that it's only as high as a ceiling of your room (Except you, Ant. You're an exception.), we took a photo, after which Darrel Chee started splashing water all over us. So, everyone was wet.

Blablabla, useless crap, blablabla, invention of 'Do You Know The Bak-Gua Man' and 'You Are My Bak-Gua', blablabla.

Walking back, everyone lost their enthusiasm, so not much singing left. The campfire was awesome, and it's the first time the ex-2Cians of 3A chanted 'Sir, Your Handsome Sir!' to Aniq again. Yes, Aniq, the guy from last year.

And that's when I officially lost my voice. Thank goodness I ain't a Tenor.

In the afternoon, our room's circuit got busted, so at night, after the campfire, we returned, and Polkadot told us to pack our stuff and switch rooms. Daryl Gan and Alston were SO excited that our room was directly beneath the girls'. Daryl's case is obvious -- Liang Yi is in that room. Alston's is also obvious -- Pervert.

And we had a f**king single bed and double bed. Woo.

Day 0306: 5th Day/Last Day

Woke up at 6, so I was quite franticed. I was the 3rd last to use the shower, and we packed like ants, bailed, and got ready. We managed to reach the canteen in time, and that's when chaos happened. Trainers started during KBox. Okay, not really, but they took the stage and sang as an official event.

Everyone's voice was zhao xia, so we were pretty quiet. Some of us tried cheering loud, but we couldn't.

The ride home was squeezed. Me + Daryl eventually became Me + Daryl + Glenn, then became Me + Nadira + Glenn.

Ouch.

Then on the bus in Singapore, while going through the highway that lies beside the CBD, we started singing songs, courtesy of Zicong's phone.

And the rest... is history.

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Day 0302: Sleepin' with the leeches.

2009-03-02T22:48:00.002+08:00

It's back to Kota Tinggi in approximately 12 hours.

Joy.

Common Tests so far....looking good.

Chinese: 29/50. That's the first B4 ever in Sec School.
A-Maths: 40/40. That's the first Ace ever since P3.
Bio: Unknown. But most likely terrible.

So, there you have it.

As I said, it's back to Kota Tinggi.

Yes, Kota Tinggi. The place which I described in no detail back in 03XX of last year.

You won't miss me. I won't miss you.

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Day 0225: Current Progress Report: 1/2, 1/4, 9/>12.

2009-02-25T17:36:00.002+08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Being Alone While you may act like you don't care on the outside, on the inside your biggest fear is being alone. You can be quite shy and reserved. You feel like a lot of times people don't really see the real you. You're afraid that no one will really truly love you, and that you will be alone for the rest of your life. On the inside you are great person, so just remember that and don't let your shy nature get the best of you! If you don't want to be a lone then you need to make an effort to be with someone. Show the people that you care about that you really love them, and chances are someone will always be there, even if you think they won't.
Death
Losing Someone
Looked down on
Where Your life is Going
Disappointment
Commitment
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...I won't comment. Decipher it for yourself.

Meanwhile, the Common Tests suck.

English, CL - Fine.
Geog El, Both Maths, Physics, SS - Screwed.
Chem, Bio - Ongoing.

The last day approaches.

Are we set?

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2009-02-23T22:11:00.001+08:00

You think you know... Part II.
1) Next set. Touhou Project. Guess the favourite remix.
		U.N.オーエンは彼女なのか？
		人形裁判　～人の形弄びし少女
		Marisa Stole the Precious Thing.
		Minamimoto Iterated the Precious Sine.

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Day 0221: Take. That.

2009-02-21T02:05:00.002+08:00

Some of you bitches and bastards thought I wouldn't make it through, and would seriously hope I wouldn't make it through. You said 'good luck', but I know. In your mind, 'Fail. Fail. Fail.'

But, I'm sorry to trample on your thoughts.

For all of you dumbasses who underestimated me...

For all of you idiots who thought I'm some sort of idiot...

I'll be singing in the bloody SYF.

Take that, cretins.

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Day 0218: V-Day? D-Day.

2009-02-18T17:58:00.000+08:00

Before you go crazy having fun reading my torturous days (you f**king sadistic bastards), stop the immem player down there, and buffer this song. Commemorative video to my sad existence.

Mm-hmm. Whether you got that on or not, I don't care. It's name fits well with the title.

Anyways, V-day.

Sucked.

I was seriously on my own the entire way. The only company I ever had for that day was CJ (because we were playing a card game(which you do not need to know)) and the FI youths (because of YF).

That's how sad my life is. No wishes, but, screw that.

Auditions got canceled again for reasons I will not disclose. Confirmed this Friday.

In short, we're screwed.

But again, who gives a damn? I know I don't.

After all, I'm (so far) the guy with the 2nd or 3rd least amount of time to memorize all 3 songs. My fault? Bite me.

Screw you all. Only those who truly stay by my side will follow. The rest, go to hell.

If you don't like the fact that I've changed since the last year, screw you. Life sucks. And that's all I'll know.

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Day 0211: Screw this.

2009-02-11T21:44:00.003+08:00

Everyone's anxious, scared, nervous. Friday the 13th.

Me?

Right now, I don't give a damn.

If I fail and don't get in to the SYF team, then screw it!

Both ways, there's a positive side.

Failure situation: Hey, free Fridays.
Success situation: Whaddya know? CCA points.

Screw what the rest think. I don't give a damn.

Nobody cares about it anyway.

I'll watch the path my life goes by myself. Wanna stand beside me? Go ahead. But I'll bet you'll do that for only 1 week before you walk away.

...'Cuz that's the way all of my 'friends' have been treating me.

Frankly.

I'm tired of it.

Be a friend, or get lost.

Get it straight.

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Day 0207: The (un)new beginning.

2009-02-07T21:14:00.003+08:00

I don't know who took the test on Day 0202, but I can't care.

Road Run was... un-epic for me. The only epic thing? Running all the way without stopping ONCE.

No one cares.

I thank Evelyn and Joycelyn for walking with me along the road when we THOUGHT we could leave, back to the site when we were told we weren't SUPPOSED to leave, then walking with me again all the way to McDonald's, and actually allowing me to eat with them. And Fidelia who suddenly appeared outta nowhere midway, and shared my umbrella for a short while. And Rachel who appeared in Mac's with us.

Thanks for that Friday.

It won't be forgotten anytime soon, or anytime late.

Not until...

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Day 0202: Think you know me?

2009-02-02T17:50:00.002+08:00

You think you know...
1) Alright, first things first. What's my real name?
		Jason
		Kishon
		Ian
		Joshua

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Day 0201: Life...

2009-02-01T22:48:00.001+08:00

I don't feel like life has a meaning when I look around me.

Friends, groups, circles...

I'm in none of the kind.

My life...

It's just a speck of dust in the sand.

My past...

Written in stone. Etched into memories...

My death...

Unbeknownest to all.

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Day 0128: Demotion? Promotion?

2009-01-28T18:34:00.000+08:00

Late CNY greetings to everyone who cares anymore. Which should be no one. Hell, does anyone even...

Day 1: Friday

Joy to Friday. Too bad no one went back to St. Hilda's. And at least half the Choir celebrated my disappearance from the Sops.

That's right, people. I finally dropped all the bloody way to Bass 2.

Hooray.

Day 2 & 3: Sat & Sun

...

Day 4: Monday

The most interesting thing? Seeing Sally, John and Amberlyn again after 6 years? Maybe.

But to me, it was the Mahjong at night.

I mean, seriously. One WHOLE ROUND of Mahjong. No kidding. First time ever, for me.

And I actually won. With a profit of 13 coins. I got lucky and actually got 3 doubles in one round.

Yay.

Nothing else. End post.

I'll think about the times I was sad...

And on the thought...

I'll throw them out of the window.

Along with the rest of my feelings and soul.

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Day 0107: Remove that 1, please...

2009-01-08T15:43:00.001+08:00

One week into school. We're actually surviving. We're alive. And then we'll die come week 5.

Anyways, someone asked me to do this...so...

And that person was Mandy. Geez, thanks.

A. People who have been tagged must write their answer in their blog.

B. Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These ppl must state who they’re tagged by & cannot tag the person who they were tagged by.*

1. Clarence (hope you're having fun)
2. Kelly Chow (Yis, I know youz.)
3. Clarissa (Dammit, Clar. Do this.)
4. Yong (anytime you actually bloody bother to come online...)
5. Can I say 'I have no one else to call.'?
6. Refer to 5.
7. Refer to 6.
8. Refer to 7.

C. Continue this game by sending this to #(whatever no. you want) other people:
....Screw you.

1. What have you been doing recently?
Spamming Maple like hell, going to school and getting myself bored to death. And being emo.

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
...sometimes. Like when it's outta batts.

3. What happened at 10 am today?
I was in school, laughing as my Biology teacher said, "Don't bring toilet humour into my class." After she talked about egestion and someone made a joke.

4. When did you last cry?
2 years ago.

5. Believe in fate/destiny?
Nope. Never worked for me, it seems.

6. What do you want in your life now?
A meaning to life. (And, no, the answer isn't 42.)

7. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
Relationship? What relationship?

8. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Nope.

9. What was the last movie you caught?
Big Stan. Dude, that was sick and wrong.

10. Does the person you like knows that you like him/her?
...What person again?

11. Who always makes you laugh?
No one.

12. Do you speak languages other than english?
Chinese and a (very) limited Japanese vocabulary.

13. Favourite website(s)?
Lave Reef Message Boards and SoniClans. Join the dive into deep, hot, frying lava today. And get a free cookie.

14. What are you doing tomorrow?
Rejoicing as school ends for a few days at 3.30. Though I have to go back on Saturday...

15. Who do you wanna be like?
Me. Case closed.

16. Who will you choose to die with?
Myself. Case closed.

17. Where have you been today?
I answered that question, right? School.

18. What game do you play often?
Maple (cuz I'm bored like that), Sonic Unleashed (cuz I'm also bored like that), Devil May Cry 4, Tales of Vesperia, The Last Remnant, and DOMO.

19. Who are you missing right now?
My brother. Damned army.

20. If you have to choose between a friend and a lover, who will you choose?
Depends. Love sometimes...doesn't end up quite right, right?

21. What are you doing right now?
Doing this. Eating Pistachios.

22. Which primary school were you from?
St Hilda's.

23. Name three colours you like
Maroon, Black, and Red. Cause maroon's awesome, and black's awesome, and red's the colour of blood.

24. What emotion do you like to show?
- - Gimme a break, 'kay?

25. What is life to you?
Definitely not 42.

26. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
...Be emo and just lie in my bed. Being an emo, of course.

27. Who did you last chat with on msn today?
No, f**king, one.

28. Who do you admire the most?
No one.

29. Which month are you born in?
August.

30. How are you feeling right now?
Bored, and emo. Yay, emo.

31. What is the time now?
1534.

32. Your opinion on the person who tagged you.
Mandy: Someone who I can (somewhat) confide in (sometimes) and also needs my help in DOMO (sometimes). Yis, you can kill me when we meet Sunday.

33. What colour do you like to dye your hair?
Leave my hair outta this.

34. Why are you doing this test?
Because this isn't a test, it's a quiz. And the Impossible Quiz is an impossible (not really) quiz.

35. What do you do when you’re moody?
I am all the time, so I live my life that way.

36. At which stage do you wish to get married?
Dunno. Leave my adult life outta this.

37. Who is closer to you?
My brother, as always.

38. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
Stay either in my home or hospital bed and see who actually bothers to visit. Even after mass messaging.

39. Who is/are the people/person you trust the most?
Trust me. Trust sucks. In fact, don't trust me. Just listen.

40. Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?
If my life is rain, well, then Heaven's the only rainbow.

41. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
You know the Summer of Sonic? Well, it'd be awesome if I actually managed to go to one. Or if they held one in Singapore. Hell yeah, I would be there.

42. What is your goal for this year?
Survive. That's all.

43. Do you believe in eternity love?
Yeah right. Only between immortals. So, no.

44. What feeling do you love the most?
The feeling of 'go crazy and the teacher won't care' kind of mood after the FYE.

45. What feeling do you hate the most?
The feeling when I see 10 groups of people who are friends with each other talking loud, and me standing idly by, alone and such.

46. Do you really think it’s global warming now?
*ding-dong* Congratz on finding out! How long did you take?

47.Do you like doing quizzes?
...Not really.

48. Do you believe in gods?
One. Case closed.

49. Who cares for you the most?
Someone help me with this.

50. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Survival.

51. What will you bring when you fight?
A staff and my entire body. And maybe a first-aid kit or two. For the opponent.

And that ends this one.

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Day 0101: New Year 101.

2009-01-01T20:32:00.001+08:00

Happy new year, all you delinquents who read this as of the current moment.

Tomorrow, hell begins all over again. Three cheers.

3A. Wonder what the class's gonna be like.

Youth Camp was bloody awesome. It was a small, quiet, and (not really) dirty place. But the programs were awesome.

Shane and Glen and their sick games.

Ahem.

Anyways, I guess I'm kinda looking forward to the whole 'school-sucks-teachers-suck' thing all over again.

And yesterday's Watchnight service? A bit against FI tradition, but awesome anyways.

And GLCC is such an awesome place.

PS. Today, I lost track of 'Dah C0mputah R00mz.' Don't ask why.

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Day 1222: Kudos to-- Konichi---

2008-12-22T15:12:00.002+08:00

Ohhai. I'm definitely not posting this in the middle of my trip in Japan, and definitely AM NOT doing this with a com at the airport's internet cafe.

And damn, this keyboard takes some getting used to.

Jubilate III was fun. But I'm only going to say that I spent the whole of the last night playing pool with guys from Commonwealth.

Also, TK, Meridian and Commonwealth rawx.

Thank you.

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Day 1203: ...

2008-12-03T18:28:00.001+08:00

It's been a while.

I only feel like reporting on Vivace 2008, so meh.

It was tiring getting there. Though we slacked in the bus. The registration and shit took so long, my legs buckled.

The rehearsal and everything took 5 freaking hours, and Mr Kwei got pissed once.

Not pretty.

The show itself was tiring, we didn't do that way because we were tired.

But the dressing rooms smelt like hotel.

WtF. Lolz.

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Day 1027: Pack your bags!

2008-10-27T23:24:00.002+08:00

SCHOOL. IS. OUT!

That came a bit late, but whatever.

Anyways, school's out, and some of us spent our last few hours there, playing Tai-ti (Ms Toh was playing as well OMGWTFBBQ), Mahjong...(YES I WAS PLAYING OMGWTFBBQ) and ....UNO Cards!? (RYAN AND JOHN WERE PLAYING OMGWTFBBQ!)

Okay, enough with the OMGWTFBBQ.

We were pretty happy, celebrating, I think I heard party poppers go off.

Ah, it was blissful.

Then, to top it all off.

Class Chalet, bitches! From 28th to 30th, I'll be having a hell of a time slacking off in Aloha Changi!

It'll be. So. Fking. AWESOME!

And I'll be so. Fking. HYPED!

Oh wait, I already am.

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Day 0920: One...Two...Three...Fore.

2008-10-21T19:45:00.002+08:00

Wow. What a messy week it's been.

My exams results suck, so I won't talk about it.

Today, well...Golf sucked.

My skills test sucked, the lunch sucked, and their timing sucked.

Whatever.

And I just agreed to help something set itself up.

In short, this whole post is utter crap, because apparently, I'm too lazy and forgetful to post any shit.

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Day 1013: Final End, Final Rest...on Ice.

2008-10-13T18:15:00.002+08:00

It's come 5 days late, but the exams are over.

And hell yeah, I'm enjoying life.

But the best part was on Saturday....which was also crazy, anyways.

Jasmine, Yoyo and I planned to go ice skating. They invited their classmates, who were also girls. Needless to say, I was the only guy there.

After Choir, my parents sent me to Kallang Leisure Park, and I got changed, rushed to the ice rink and met up with them. For 1 hour I skated with them, then we left cause THEIR time ran out.

Then things got complicated. Some girls wanted to meet friends and left. Some of us looked at the K-box price and ran off. We went to KFC to eat, then took a look in the arcade. I improved on my Midnight Tune 3 skills, and Yoyo showed her candy machine prowess. After Jas and Yo quarrelled and Yo left after a long walk around with some friends, including me, I went back to the arcade to look for some people. Kylie (another classmate) and Jas were playing Puzzle Fighter 2. Lolz. I tried Crazy Taxi (in which I did badly) and then we walked around. We decided to go ice skating AGAIN, and Kylie made her leave while watching us. Cuz she was scared of getting wounded. Again.

I fell about 16 times in there, and the boots left my toe in a blisterful state.

But it was fun.

I got the hang of ice skating in 10 minutes ohwowlol.

We went back by bus.

Nothing more, really.

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Day 0925: Disconnection.

2008-09-25T21:54:00.002+08:00

Shit, shit, shit.

My dad noticed me trying to post some stuff on deviantArt and screwed me upside down.

He plugged off the wireless card aka the Internet.

So now, I'm half-disconnected from the world.

But, ah well. You're wondering..

"What the hell are you doing here then?"

I'm on HIS friggin computer...with permission.

Happened on Tuesday.

At least I've still got pencils for drawing...

And...

Hell yeah! Friday approaches!...

Oh wait..

HELL NO!

And also, Keane has found me a new Roti Prata shop that's been there for 2 years or more...and I've only just realized it existed.

Joy, roti pratas...

And...CRAP.

MONDAY APPROACHES!

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Day 0922: The Cold Sun.

2008-09-22T21:33:00.002+08:00

These past few days have been a bit hectic for me.

Not a bit, actually...

A hell-load of hectic essence dumped into my face.

However, I only remember shit up till Saturday...Meh.

Saturday:

Yep. Hell begins here. You'll need no passport, just two parents and some words.

DS got confiscated for what reason I have no idea.

Anyways, had some Golf Charity event organised by NYP...I think.

Met some good buds over at Hole 14, where Ryan, Marcus and I were stationed.

Two NYP guys there, a guy called Marcus and a girl called...Venya, I think.

Those were the fastest 2.5 hours of my life.

Just dipping my hand into a box of subzero-cold water to take out drinks to serve wanting players. Painful. I couldn't feel my hand after that.

Back at school, walked to the bus stop, took a 40, bought some chips at 7-11, boarded 51, traveled ALL THE WAY to church, reached at 5.15.

Oh yay.

The rest is...sucky history.

Sunday:

No. Nothing happened. Deal with it.

Nothing happened today either. Deal with it twice.

Yeah, so either than that,...Nothing much, really.

....CaN yOu FeEl ThE sUnShInE?

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Day 0905: Survival.

2008-09-15T20:12:00.002+08:00

So we survived the LHC's attack. The one that apparently, no one gave a damn about. Heh. The next launch will be on the 21st of October.

Nothing much happening. Settler's cafe with the Youths two Sats ago was epic. It's all over Facebook...Hm...around...here.

Yeah, you'll see some people.

Then we had Fish and Chips for dinner, courtesy of Derrick and Priscilla...though they didn't pay for everything...

No, bro, I don't owe you nothin'! You're my brother, get over it!

-----

Yeah, life has started to take tolls on me. In heavy bunches. Like, 100% of me each day. If I were water, you'd see me in drains by now.

Right now, I'm trying to cope with life and friends (and insults).

Not an easy task.

Yeah, whatever.

-----

And now, I'm getting a fking fever. WTF. Now of all times.

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Day 0909: Time ticks...

2008-09-09T19:10:00.001+08:00

Heard about tomorrow and how it could be the end of the world right there? T2, it'd be alot better if you hadn't told me about it, but...

While the rest of us go about our daily business, maybe worrying about our mortgages, the elections or perhaps even global warming, the European Organization for Nuclear Research (CERN) will conduct a multi-billion experiment that critics say could create a black hole right here on earth that will destroy the world. Unless an urgent appeal to the European Court of Human Rights by these worried scientists succeeds, the world’s biggest scientific experiment will fire up on Wednesday, September 10, 2008.

This bizarre experiment will use a massive (17 mile) donut shaped tunnel, deep underground and straddling the French and Swiss borders called the Large Hadron Collider to smash atoms together at around the speed of light. The purpose is to recreate the conditions that existed a fraction of a second after Big Bang – the birth of the universe – “to provide vital clues to the building blocks of life”, (Jonathan Petre, Mail on Sunday). They expect to generate sub-atomic particles never detected before, including the Higgs Boson, predicted by British Scientist Peter Higgs way back in the 1960s. The Higgs Boson is crucial to the theory of particle physics and current understanding of the structure of the universe.

The Large Hadron Collider even has its own rap (Rapping the LHC), written by Kate McAlpine, a physics graduate from Michigan State University who works in the press office at the CERN offices in Switzerland. “…Two beams of protons/ swing ’round/ Through the ring they ride/’til in the hearts of the detectors/ they’re made to collide!/ And all that energy packed/ in that tiny room/ becomes mass,/ particles created from the vacuum…” It’s pretty good.

But some scientists who are opposed to the experiment claim it may cause a black hole that could swallow the world. “The concern is that the moment we press the return key, the particle accelerator could create a black hole that might eat up the whole planet”. If a big enough black hole develops, the world will disappear taking us with it in an instant. Another worry is that a number of small black holes will develop and that these may join together over the coming months, wreaking increasing havoc with Planet Earth; causing earthquakes and breaking up the earth’s crust over time until the whole world is eventually destroyed. These threats have been discounted by the scientists at CERN, and by most physicists around the world.

Let’s hope the doomsayers are wrong and CERN are right! But if it all goes wrong, at least Zimbabwe won’t have to worry about Mugabe any longer…

GG, people.

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Day 0409: ...Screw Life.

2008-09-04T23:47:00.002+08:00

I guess SOME friends can't be lost....even if you don't feel them talking.

....Kim Hai, Adam, Kai Kiat, Kevin C., Crystal, Nadira, Clar, Mikey (you bastard at the same time >.>), DK, Ave, Den, Phoebe, and Ben.

I thank you all for your company.

I thank you all for your continuous friendship...despite tempers.

I thank you all for life in my empty shell I call a body.

...

I thank you all.

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Current Day 0109: The End..?

2008-09-01T20:24:00.004+08:00

Life has taken a topple. Thanks for nothing, worldly companions.

The Main Topic: SHPS...Nothing else matters.

Teachers' Day sucked. I believe everyone was laughing at Ridh and me. Not with, AT.

Not gonna go in depth.

The return to SHPS was nostalgic. Thanks, Mikey, for accompanying me through the trip. I think survival would not be possible without guidance. Saw Ying Liang, Le Yuan, and some random bastard in teh bus. Thanks, YL, for actually saying 'hi'.

Busstop wait for 293 was quick and easy. Got to school, but drizzling. Ran across the road (though it WAS red), and got in safe and sound.

First objective: Exploring the canteen aka the Canopy. Man. Mikey complained about how Mrs Irene Ong (who had JUST returned 3 weeks ago) took his Artemis Fowl book in P4, and promised to return it....until she went away for that trip. Sad, really.

2nd Objective: Hall. Got in JUST as the concert was finishing, and saw Xiang there as well. Huh. Whatever. Mikey spotted Avelene, Mel and Tabitha (whose hair changed I couldn't recognize her....except through her face) coming a long way off. We waited for a while, Clar and Caleb popped up. HAI CLAR I AM TALLER THAN YOU. HAH.

Moved to the 3rd level FT staff room, met Ms Ng, snapped a few pics, Den popped up...and found out. Dammit, do all the good teachers have to go!? "We'll see you soon, Ms Ng."

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Met Phoebe and DK at the Bus interchange. Moved to TM for lunch. Moved constantly from Macs t Kopitiam....then to Macs again. Got a Big Mac for myself, Priscilla popped up from nowhere, then we moved to the arcade. I tell you, Photo Hunt is addictive.

Soon after, we (except Clar, Kell, Mikey, Ian L. and Caleb) moved to Ben's house for a 'basketball/football game'. Never came true. Instead, we went to the Tampines Park...with Ben of course. Sat down there, had a chat, then broke again. DK, Ben and Mel went back to Ben's house, and I actually walked part of the way with Ave and Den to Wei Sze's house. Didn't know her that well....so I broke as well. "See ya, girls."

And thanks, 6/9 '06. You guys were the best, are the best, and always WILL be the best. Till next year.

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And screw you, guys. Thanks for the memories...and the backstabs in my face. Thanks for the lies, thanks for the truth. Thanks for nothing.

Thanks for being my friends. Thanks for helping me up. Thanks for pulling me down. Thanks for laughing as I break through the floor that was my belief. Thanks for pushing me to a softer ground which didn't break now. Thanks for leaving me hanging without a rope. Thanks for everything you've given me.

Thanks for nothing.

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I thought the lies were true.
Now I know never to trust.
Even though you may be close,
Believe you....I never must.

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And I also had a dream today. I dreamt of something which explains my feelings.

...

I dreamt...

Of...

Armageddon.

[Connection Terminated]

The Court of Song

2008-08-25T18:55:00.003+08:00

Firstly, let's boot this up with personal recounts.

Friday:

Man. Today sucked. A science lesson after school at around 1.30 made me miss lunch, then Choir from 2 to freakin 6 made my dad angry that I didn't take lunch OR dinner.

Screw it.

Saturday:

Now THIS is the way I like it. Party time in the Supreme Court for a performance.

Time: 1-9pm. Sang 'The Fair Shore of Singapore', 'Sing a Song of Singapore (SINGSINGSING!!!!)' and Kerraban Sape.

We went sharp, but...ah well.

Sunday:

Due to my bro's being in camp, rents left early, rigth before sunday school. So? take the chance to get some KFC.

Chomp.

Animal Cruelty.

Nothing happened today. Deal with it.

And now...

Quiz.

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Caution: Echidnas May Eat Your Brain - Daniel Baronowsky.
....Warning. Do it, and echidnas eat your brain.

2. How would you describe yourself?
Race to Win - Tony Harnell
I can race to win? No way. No. No. No.

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
The Call - Backstreet Boys
This makes sense! Maybe I actually like the talking part...wait, WHAT!?

4. How do you feel today?
Almost Dead - Powerman 5000
I think the Game's been rigged. Not by reapers, by iTunes!

5. What is your life's purpose?
E.G.G.M.A.N. Doc. Robeatnix Remix - Paul Shortine and The Remix Factory.
I plan to be the Eggman that can beat it out. Yup....WHAT!?

6. What is your motto?
Game Over - Andy Kinlay
Mess with me, and it's game over, bitch.

7. What do your friends think of you?
Right There, Ride On - Hideki Naganuma
...Do you think of me that way? *Grabs a Surfboard*

8. What do you think of your parents?
Endless Possibility - Jaret Riddick
Anything can happen with those people. It's seriously endless possibilities.

9. What do you think about very often?
To Zanarkand - Nobuo Uematsu
Um...Final Fantasy?

10. What is 2 + 2?
Sk8er Boi - Avril Lavigne
It's 8. IT IS! NOW SHUT UP!

11. What do you think of your best friend?
Water on the Dancefloor - AkumajoBelmont
He really likes to water it out on the dancefloor of death.

12. What do you think of the person you like?
Houki Boshi - Younha
Houki boshi = Comet. So the person I like is my comet in the sky. That makes no sense.

13. What is your life story?
Live for Love United - Love United
This game is seriously rigged! Because I DO live for love. And I will live for Love United...~~

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Apologize - One Republic & Timbaland
Someone who can actually apologize...?

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Passion - KINGDOM Orchestra Instrumental Version - Tokyo Philharmonic Orchestra
I hear the trumpets ring. No seriously, I do.

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
After Dark - ASIAN KUNG-FU GENERATION
We will dance to After Dark, after dark!

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Someday - Hanaeryca
Someday we'll see each other again. Yup, yup.

18. What is your hobby/interest?
Numb Encore - Jay-Z feat. Linkin Park
To do encores without feeling nothin'. Live with it, brah.

19. What is your biggest fear?
Sonic X Theme - 4Kids Entertainment
OH GOSH NO! TURN IT OFF, TURN IT OFF! MY EARSSSS!

20. What is your biggest secret?
I Write Sins, Not Tragedies - Panic! at the Disco
Indeed. I only write the sins, not your tragedies. Muahah!

21. What do you think of your friends?
Scherzo Di Notte - Yoko Shimomura
No, guys. You aren't Jokers of the Night. Seriously. *laughs*

22. What will you post this as?
Caramell Dansen - Unknown Creep at 4chan
To quote Clarence: All quizzes end randomly. My response: Yes they do.

And here you go: CARAMELL DANSEN!

[Connection Terminated]

Countdown: N/A. Results and awesome 14.

2008-08-20T19:30:00.002+08:00

T2 made me realize this - I am 14 years old on the 14th day of the 8th month. How awesome is that?

>.>

<.<

The cake is STILL a lie.

Friday:

...sucks. Best part? No real english lesson : spent half the periods playing Chinese Chess with Shi De, Anthony and occasional KKK.

Either than that....nothing much.

No. Really.

Ok...Chinese Oral sucked. Bad. I know I'm screwed...

but I'm damned proud of it.

Saturday:

English Oral sucked.

Didn't go for YF today because I was actually concentrating on finishing up that IPW report that was SUPPOSED to be due on Monday. Finished at night.

Sunday:

Bombarded with askings of why i didn't go for YF in church.

After service, birthday celebrations! I have never realized how many ppl are born in August....Wow. Then my mom brought me to buy some comics....which turned out to be my presents. wth

Monday:

Today was...ok. Nothing new... Except Maths: 28/50. OMG Indeed.

Tuesday:

Science: 32/50.

Today:

Humanes Day!

Geog: 17/25
Lit: 18.5/25
Hist: 19.5/25.

...

Woot.

I was never born for happiness.
Just putting on a mask,
Making sure sympathy...
Never would be asked.

[Connection Terminated]

4 Hours till the End, 1 Day to End of Doomsday. System Reboot.

2008-08-14T19:51:00.005+08:00

Finally. My day is here...but it ain't feeling that special. Ah well.

Maths:

The worst maths paper I have EVER taken in my entire life. For the first time, I got stumped so long that I missed out on a question. I'm sure to lose 8 marks now...at least I ain't alone...>.>

Lit:

Lit was fine. And fast too. Seemed as if only 15 minutes had passed...then boom. Hand it up. But I did finish everything.

Chinese Results:

I still have to get this signed...oh man. I didn't bring it home....I'm screwed...

Anyways, I barely failed. My Ting Xie will pull me up...so no worries....

Right...?

Home:

I can't believe it~~ My special day and I have to STUDY. What luck. Ah well...

Thanks to all who wished me Happy Birthday: Carmen, Clarence, Dad, Glen, Mom, Judith.

I feel happy.

But then again, life is taking a toll for the worse....

Crap.

Bury me in the sand,
Let the wind rush over me,
Forget about all that has began,
For all eternity.

[Connection Terminated]

1 Day to Heaven, 2 Days to End of Doomsday. Incoming!

2008-08-13T19:39:00.002+08:00

Guess what? ANOTHER World Record was broken during school today. That means...

MORE SCHOOL-WIDE CHEERING! WOOOOO.

*shot*

Ah well, actually, my current guess on that KH2 song is Vim and Vigor.

Sounds really like it.

Today on the agenda:

Science and Geography.

Science this time....was a throwback in the past, till the CA1. Which pure sucked.

Almost the whole class didn't complete the graph or whole paper, AGAIN.

So...

Geography was awesome! It was too damn easy...

Then again. It's getting unnerving.

>.>

Screw that! It's over, right?

Alrighty, went swimming (for the third time in a row), only for it to be RUINED BY RAIN AGAIN.

Screw the rain!

And I don't feel like studying. Seriously.

Laziness FTW.

And my parents are doing something behind my back....going for a trip maybe?

OSHI--!

Leave me alone in the dust,
Leave me in the sand,
Let me drown in the sandsea,
The sorrows of the land.

[Connection Terminated]

Part 2: Surprise, Surprise!

2008-08-12T20:20:00.004+08:00

Wow. Talk about ironical.

Okay, first, lemme announce that I have FINALLY beaten my dad in a game of Chinese Chess. He didn't notice my Ma could check him. And mate at that.

Second, I heard Kingdom Hearts 2 music at approximately 6.15 on the Wrestling Olympic Event. AWESOME! Still trying to remember WHAt song it was though... EDIT: It's a strong chance of Dance to the Death!

Third, I'm bored. That's all.

[Connection Terminated]

2 Days to Heaven, 3 Days to End Of Doomsday. The End has Arrived... But it ain't the Apocalypse.

2008-08-12T17:18:00.001+08:00

A freezing soul,
Living in a cold shell,
In the end, the world freezes up to him.

"Start!"

And with that, life goes down a really long road.

The exams have arrived, and man am I scared out of my wits.

Well...not really.

You grow older, you learn to slack it off a little......even if it IS important in the end.

Meh, whatever.

Onto the show!

Before Recess:

Whoa. What a ride. Chinese and English.

Two languages.

Weakest subjects.

But, hey. Chinese wasn't that bad. It was just HELL to go through. Managed to ANYHOW (OLE!) do my CiYuTianKong, and managed to TAKE MY TIME with the next two sections, LiJieCeYan and LiJieWenDa.

Woo.

English was....oh my gosh. I do NOT know how to say it.

That b*tch Lisa Wah still could not teach right. SHE DIDN"T EVEN TELL US WHAT WAS GONNA BE TESTED FOR THE GDAMN TEST!

But I still managed to complete it anyways...though out of point...

...

Meh.

During Recess:

"Wah! Free Olympics!"

That was what I said when Glenn and I noted that the TVs were showing Channel 5 with the Swimming events on.

So he suggested that we sit near the TV. Don't care bout 2H, just get those seats. We were the first class anyways, so...JOY!

Then when the women's backstroke 100m WR was broken (at around 10.20am. YIS I REMEMBER IT WELL.), you could literally hear the whole school cheering. We just had to. We are Crazy people after all. Take that, you creeps!

After Recess (AkA After D&T):

"Holy SHIT!"

My reaction when I found out that my extremely large file (with everyone's work in it) was missing. I will not elaborate, but do know that I almost blew up.

Like a volcano.

At Home (why the hell am I doing this?):

Uhoh. Have to study liao. But must go swimming first! xD

If only it didn't start to rain.

Hehe, now I really have to study.

Aw Geez!

...

My heart is filled with darkness...
No light to show the way...
Only you hold the torch...
Help me out of this dark day...

[Connection Terminated]

1 Day to Hell, 3 Days to Heaven. OSHI----!!!

2008-08-11T21:34:00.004+08:00

It's almost here. I'm so screwed.

Anyways, there's always the b'day to look forward to. Not that I expect it to be celebrated or anything.

Things happened on Sunday, regarding my parents again. So I won't say a word bout it. Meanwhile, nothing is going on.

But these Olympics are seriously taking my attention away from my studies. Whether that's good or bad, I don't care. Olympic events are the r0xx0rs.

...OCrap. Nothing to say. Ah well, see ya. Get to you guys on Friday.

[Connection Terminated]

5 Days to Hell, 8 Days to Heaven. WTH is your EFFING problem?

2008-08-06T18:49:00.002+08:00

My father is going completely insane. I don't even know if he IS my father anymore.

Every little thing I do, he finds fault in it.

I want to go down with him to the gym, he says 'YOU DON"T GO DOWN TO PLEASE ME. YOU SHOULD GO DOWN BECAUSE YOU WANT TO.' And guess what? I want to, but HE DOES NOT GIVE ONE HELL OF A DAMN.

What kinda crappy father is this?

He writes me off as a failure within 5 seconds: "You will give me crappy results, I just know it."

WTF!?

"These earphones spoiled because you wriggled it around your iPod, you never take care properly, of course spoil lah."

WTFH!?

It's not my fault. IT SPOILS OVER TIME! GET A LIFE INSTEAD OF CRAPPING ABOUT YOUR OWN SON!

And my Birthday is coming up, YOU WON'T EVEN GET ME A PROPER PRESENT. What the hell you gonna get me? A freakin paper doll!?

I'm your SON. You treat me like a SERVANT.

You think I'm here to please you?

I'm not. I'm here to live.

I don't need your b-ing.

My b'day won't be celebrate at ALL. I just know it.

I wanna die, now.

How can I be comforted when you don't care?
Leave me alone with a darkened heart...
And throw me away.

[Connection Terminated]

7 Days to Hell, 10 Days to Heaven. Processing Data...

2008-08-04T17:48:00.003+08:00

There we go. Finally found that window. Yup, you heard me, I made a switch.

Now Clarissa, no more lame jokes about lame URLs.

Heh.

And I think I've been excited today.

Ms Lisa didn't come to effing school, man! Score one!

The teacher was too lazy to take care of the class, so...MP3 all the way!

Today was a slacked life...but still. Heart still worries about...

The *betrayal*...of sorts...

Dammit, save me!

PS. B'day in 10 more days!

Would you give up friends for salvation?
Would you leave us behind while you run...?

[Connection Terminated]

8 Days to Hell, 11 Days to Heaven: Shifting from Gear to Gear.

2008-08-03T22:17:00.003+08:00

Things are getting WAY TOO CHAOTIC for me to handle. My brain will explode and you will ALL feel the...okay, I won't say it.

Gore & Macabre xD

anyways, currently quite alot of things lined up.

For example, the Batam trip at the end of the year, the freakin Esplanade Concert, and...

Stuff like that.

And I'm also thinking of making ANOTHER sleepover....over at Someone's place...

Haha...

Okay. Enough crap talk. Onto business!

Friday:

Pure Chaos.

I think Ms Lisa is the BEST teacher in the world. Y'know why? Cause she took 45 minutes to have a normal SPELLING TEST WITH 20 FREAKIN WORDS! Mrs Goh got that done in 10!

She pronounces every effing word like a total moron, making 'scuttled' seem like 'SCOUTED'... which is idiotic!

I miss Mrs Goh's pro english pronounciation, at least there was fun in voicing our own pronounciations>.>...and getting scolded....

Ms Lisa is a total b*tch. One that belongs in freakin Primary School.

Choir...The day started out as normal, with Mr Kwei this time, who made jokes that made us cough our heart out, and crap like that.

Then when all was said and done, and he had left, hell arrived.

Auditiongs for ALL guys in Sops and Altos.

This meant every, single, bloody person.

So I went first, and Ryan asked April and Sandy to test my lower Tenor range. Which I didn't know...so I folsetto'd my way down...>.> Then I tried real voices for higher Tenor notes, and struggled. Used folsetto up to G, then was put in Alto temporarily.

The horror.

Saturday:

As a first-timer Alto, things are hard. First thing that I told Jennevy.

"What about Bin-Nam-Ma!?"

My greatest worry. Re-learning 8 songs. For one concert.

You don't wanna know.

Okay, so after that day, my dad brought me and my mom to watch The Mummy: Tomb of the Dragon Emperor.

Not too bad, quite...exciting. I think my heart jumped twice there.

After that, while my rents where getting supplies for breakfast, I msg-ed Sandy. Asked her bout the range, then she mentioned whether i wanted to hop back to sops. She suggested coming back as a Sop 2.

After a few msgs all over the place....I got back into the Sops.

I feel like a traitor all of a sudden...

Today:

Nothing interesting. Except for a bit of a bastard-y father....yep. That's pretty much it.

Oh. And my XB360 just started symptoms for the Red Rings of Death.

In short, GG.

Haz just called me out to see an ambulance...turned out to be a motorbike accident.

Talk about idiotic: The ambulance took 15 minutes to move away, even though there was a life at stake.

Used the binoculars (which are 4 years old) to get a better view: nothing serious, just a minor crash. Car driver okay, Motorbike cyclist, not that good.

Okay. Looks like everything's great...

So why carry on living a lie?
Stay true to what you believe...
Only then will you achieve...

[Connection Terminated]

Part 2: Rushing to Russia.

2008-07-30T21:42:00.004+08:00

Now it's time for...RUSSIA (and the Choir Trip!)

Crapdoz. Crap Dogs. I dun wanna know what they put in there.

It's a nice view from the plane, non?

*No comment, I know I'll just say something stupid*

It's a little orchestra! Free performance!

The group of 'lucky' 13 boys! In our hotel!

TK watching the men's band from...Czech Republic, i think? Yeah, these guys were awesome. Great winners and losers, and friendly all around.

NUS and TK Celebrating their victories together! Singapore FTW.

Judith, Sanjana and Ashley holding the coveted Gold Trophy of Peter the Great.

NUS actually brought the full sized flag with them. True Blue Singaporeans >.>

Me in the Red Square, feel free to tilt your head. I have no idea how to rotate this thing.

Clop, clop, clop.

Olivia: Must be the sound of their hooves.
Me: No way, hooves are soft. They have horseshoes on.
Olivia: *notices shining metal on their hooves* Oh.

Back in SG T3, Sops with the big banner! xD

Mr Foong + Altos + Tenors + Basses. Which all rock.

One final perfomance for the fans. What fans?

Overall, there you go, pics for you to...hell, it's not all of em. I'm lazy.

Anyways, right now, thoughts are in my head.

While looking for these files, I saw others, long time ago.

I looked through every last one. The pictures brought back so much.

It was different back then.

Gwen, Mandy, Ju and I were close together. You could call us brother and sisters.

In a CNY celebrated at my house with the church, the 4 of us shared one table.

I really miss those times.

Now we all have grown up, slightly, but we still have a strong friendship between us.

Now let's aim to bring that even closer.

Back to what it was last time.

Never forget your memories.
Never forget your friends.
Memories hold the hearts of you,
And also, the hearts of them.

12 Days to Hell, 15 Days to Heaven. Part 1: Lights, Cameron, Action.

2008-07-30T19:10:00.006+08:00

Okay, before I start everything, lemme just say.

TODAY WAS CHAOS.

Okay, start of the day. I felt a bit of a pain ever since last morning, around 11.30. Five bucks say it was because I ran with a full stomach all the way to get my freakin worksheet that was back at class, because i knew i would be completely SCREWED if i didn't.

And pain lasted from 1 till 4.00, when our NAPFA started.

Then this morn, it happened again. Luckily I went to the doc. I have gastric.

Not that serious, but it hurts sometimes. And it's like i'm on a diet now. I can't even take bread or milk.

What the hell?

Then while going to the doc's today, my dad, Haz and I almost got caaught in an accident. Some idiot swerved into the lane from behind, hit a van, pushed it to the bushes, then hit the car in front which ours in turn. it caused a minor denti nthe back. luckily we weren't hurt. Especially with me 'sick' and all. >.>

This strongly reminds me of an accident site i saw just yesterday, while in a bus with Hui Min and her friends. I guess it was an idiot speeding, crashing into another car, causing that car to turn on its side. It was glassy all over the place. With the bus having no space and the delay of the accident, the bus uncle was allowed to stop service, and drive his already-inside passengers to their stops.

Then that reminds me of a bastard of a bus uncle who wouldn't stop even though he was only a few metres from the busstop. Idiot.

Alright. Now that that's done, it's time for...

Photos!

I promised, and now I give. Cameron, Russia rolled into one post. But no RH. Only one pic, so i'm lazy.

Firstly, Idiotic Advetures of Cameron Stayers. (10% nature)

Nadira and Gwen just posing on a bus. How exciting...

Then they're joined with Adam. Who hogs the whole camera.

Then Peng Da pops in from above, and Gwen swerves away. SWT.

No Adam, you are NOT sexy.

And Wen Cai with....damn. I dun wanna say it.

One morning, when I woke up, the sun was nicely rising, so I snapped a few pics. This is one of the better ones.

Taken from another angle. That sun blinds me.

At a tea factory, they have this kind of steep crap!? You wanna make us die, man!?

An earthworm. A very long earthworm.

It looks like it's on fire, right? It's the clouds. No, really.

At a Rose Garden, I HAD TO CLIMB THIS WHOLE MOUNTAIN TO FIND A BUNCH OF 2DIANS, ONLY TO GET ABANDONED. Luckily Peng Da came up later though. And he needed my company...so...

The view up there was great anyways.

At a garden of a different sort...flowers. Oh wow.

1st Row (FRONT): Peng Da, Paul, Wen Cai, Gwen, and uh...I forgot >.>
2nd Row (BACK): Me, Nadira, Shit I forgot Again, and Adam.

Lol, Wen Cai getting raped >.>

Oh joy, groupies. You can't see us. Say it.

13 Days to Hell, 16 Days to Heaven...OSHI--!

2008-07-29T19:07:00.003+08:00

O.O

Today was pure chaos. But more on that later.

Yesterday was epic.

But if you read on that, you must promise not to tell anyone else.

Let's just say we have three teachers. We'll call them A, B, and C.

Okay, so we were doing our test, with Olivia taking care of the class since A had left to do something.

B comes in 15 minutes later, and once we're done, wants to release us from school early.

BUT. Guess what?

C walked by just as we were 'released', and quarrels with B about something like 'WHY YOU LET THEM OFF SO EARLY."

B answers "My period, I say they can go off early. You're giving me no face in front of my students!"

Just then, C sees A and walks. B comes back in the room, and A walks in, saying "Who said you were allowed to do this?"

B replies, AGAIN, "I take over, it's my period, I can let them go early. If you don't give me face, I won't give you face also."

A and B quarrel a bit, then B storms out after saying "If you want you go talk to Mr Koh (VP)."

Then A angrily starts marking teh test.

CHAOS ROCKS.

Next, today was TEH NAPFA. ONOS, RUN AWAI IT'S TEH NAPFAAA

Since i passed my 2.4 (miraculously by 25 secs), i was boosted to pass all 5 stations. We first did our sit-ups, which was amazingly easy for me >.> Score: 27. OLE.

The boys went down to do the shuttle run. In which I got 10.94. Lucky me xD
Then came...sit and reach omgwthbbq.

It was frightening, but i'm glad i grew tall. I got a bare 27. OLE.

Inclined pull-ups. I am blessed to have a nice invigilator on that one. She constantly encouraged me to strive for more than 7. Until I got 16. OLE.

Last and I wish it was the least, Standing Broad jump. Kai Kiat was so damn sad. LOL. HHe failed this. Just this one station. So sad. But I could finally leap, and got 185. Thanks Mdm Ng!

Choir Sectionals tomorrow, c'mon Sandy, Jeslyn and April. Make the Sops the best once again!

Remember, you have friends.
Friends who wanna stand by you.
Friends who can help you.
Friends who will comfort you in grief.
Friends who will share your joy.

Only Question is...

Do you accept your friends?

19 Days to Hell, 22 Days to Heaven

2008-07-23T22:14:00.003+08:00

It is always said that pain comes before joy, and joy before pain. But only one of these will happen at a time, right?

Anyways, it's RH for my school today. Whoo.

This means...1 hour off school! Yes OFF. What cheats.

We had handpainting, and I promise, I will put up pictures soon. Heck, I'll do it all in one shot, Cameron and Russia (if I still have), and Rh.

First thing we did, was to again go to class. Then at around 7.20, the sky turned freakin grey, making the whole atmosphere a bit orangey-dark. It was so cold...

But you get used to it. Blahblahblah at 8.00, we went for our Know-Do-Be sessions. Our group: Sunshine, Crystal, Jasmine and I, were in handpainting, so...yeah. Crys was the paintee, so i could actually feel guilty painting on her hand.

So sue me.

Ahem, so everything turned out nice.

The rest of the day sucked, so no point talking bout it.

ARGH. Tomorrow still got 2 tests==...

What crap is this @_@....

PS. I really would change my blog address, but I don't know how to do it without destroying all my posts. So I won't try. Unless someone tells me.

Countdown: 21 days to Hell, 24 days to Heaven.

2008-07-21T18:07:00.002+08:00

Here comes the beginning of a long chain of countdowns...to hell and heaven.

Seriously, though, hell more or less equals into hell for students. Exams.

Heaven equals into good crap, like holidays, birthdays, etc.

Guess what's coming next?

Alright, back to business.

I realize boredom has really been taking a hold on me. I mean, I feel the absence of urgency to even complete homework. Doesn't that feel odd? I know you feel it, Shane! Don't hideeee.

Sonic Unleashed is nearing a date...and damn, I'm excited. Chronicles is another one to look for.

Homework is being dumped on us, though, and with exams everywhere you turn,....you feel...so...trapped.

Endless Possibility

This is my escape
I'm runnin' through this world
And I'm not lookin' back

'Cause I know I can go
Where no one's ever gone
And I'm not lookin' back

But how will I know when I get there?
And how will I know when to leave?
We've all got to start from somewhere
It's like that for me,
The possibilities are neverendin'

I see it
I see it
And it's all within my reach
(Endless possibility)
Endless possibility

I see it
I see it now
It's always been inside of me
And now I feel so free
Endless possibility

You're losin' speed
You're losin' your pull
What a sad piece of power you'll never know
Let it out
It's inside of you
You all better stand back 'cause I'm comin' through

I see it
I see it
And now it's all within my reach
(Endless possibility)

I see it
I see it now
It's always been inside of me
And now I feel so free
(Endless possibility)
Endless possibility
Endless possibility
Endless possibility
Endless possibility

Smile...the world isn't over.

If you only believe in yourself....

It'll all come to light.

...

2008-07-19T00:00:00.002+08:00

YIS, it's 12.01 in the mornin. If it was 1 minute earlier, i'd call it midnight, but guess what? I CAN"T!

Sorry.

Ahem, and now as we start the day, let us gather with praise in our *shot*

Anyways, Choir today rocked AND sucked like hell in two different ways, if that's even possible.

Rock: Fun, slack, and as always, awesome SLs. And a joke from Sandy that 'someone is breaking his voice'...==

Suck: Altos going out of tune, we ourselves going out of tune...

But it was fun really. Now my bro's back home again, (finally), I've got a freakin buddy at home.

I tell you, you will never appreciate siblings until you 'lose' them.

You get the point, right?

Smile.... cuz the world isn't over.

Our lives just started....lead one on our own. Away from rules.

Let's be free...

The world ends with what you think....

The world ends with YOU.

Ever tried...

2008-07-17T22:30:00.004+08:00

Ever tried staying in a quiet classroom with 2-5 of your classmates? You'll actually feel quite comfy in it, trust me.

Just yesterday, i stayed back for awhile (for no apparent reason), and found that even with people like Wen Cai etc, the classroom is quite a free place when it's empty.

Oh, and I've turned to the ways of the freakin-rowdy-bastards-who-don't-give-a-damn. And guess what, IT"S FREAKIN AWESOME!

Sorry, i've cracked up. Heh.

And tomorrow, I do plan to stay back in school, for again, NO APPARENT REASON AT ALL!

I love school....

Oh, AND GUESS WHAT? I passed my 2.4! For the first time! I passed by 25 seconds! I shalt be happy forevermore!

Smile.... the world isn't over.

You decide when it stops, when it ends....

The world ends with you.

This whole world....is it...

2008-07-14T20:40:00.003+08:00

Sometimes you dunno what to feel about the world.

For me, the current world, is turning into SERIOUS. HELL.

I mean, terrorist attacks, school chaos, all kinds of crap around the place!

What kinda shit is goin round this sorry excuse for the world?!

Yeah, i got that (for once) informative chain mail. I admit, it's useful.

It's the one going right now about the torturing of seals.

This is animal cruelty.

Global warming: Issue that cannot be resolved till damnnnn later in the day.

Yet? People don't. Give. A Damn.

This is long-term C&E.

Well, some songs that linger in my soul for quite a while right now is Face Down and Guardian Angel by RJA.

Both have verrrryyy interesting meanings. It can actually fit into the current social world...

Aw man. I have no idea what the hell i'm blabbering about.

I plan to draw LRMB members soon. Lava Reef for the R0Xx0Rs!

Smile....the world isn't over yet.

Cuz, the world ends with you.

!

2008-07-03T19:14:00.002+08:00

Dammit, WOW.

I really have to get back in the news.

I mean, almost all my links' blogs are closing, missing, gone, seperated, etc...

And i just found out that a schoolmate of mine just moved to Australia...

HOLY CRAP!

HAFIZ MOVED AWAY! NOW RUTHERFORD ONLY HAS ONE SEC 2 LEADER! AND WE LOST OUR ENTHU LEADER!

DAMMITDAMMITDAMIIT!

We're so screwed! Holy crap how the hell did this happen?

....

Argh....the world changes too fast. One week you say hello to everything....the next you're saying bye to every person you once held dear...

This half of the year is gonna bite. Hard.

TAKE THAT, BAND!

2008-06-23T13:06:00.004+08:00

Oh yeah, time to openly 'haolian' to

1. THE TK BAND! TAKE THAT HAHAHA!
2. VICTORIA SCHOOL CHOIR! HAHAHAHA!

Sorry. Exciting start.

I'm back from Russia!!!! FINALLY! After 5 grueling days of hard training and walking around and taking photos and sleeping, my mind is a bloody mess.

But it's allllll worth it.

Y'know why?

Let's start from the beginning.

PS: For once, i'm posting photos which include myself in them. Oh, i'm so freakin screwed^^.

DAY 1 (Tuesday)

Gather round people, step right up and board the airplane to certain doom.

Well, that's what I felt at first. An airplane straight to rock bottom.

Anyways, SQ flight, so it shouldn't be that bad. Took us 10 hours just to fly there, then 10 minutes to fly around the airport until clearence was given.

I watched some movies: Sky of Love: Someone I love is There, and CJ7.

Interesting, but I was bored anyway.

We arrived quite late, so once we got there, we immediately went through a freakin long customs check and boarded a bus to our hotel for 1 night.

It was quite comfy.

DAY 2 (Wednesday)

We got up early and moved to the airport early.

Once in St. Petersburg (where we didn';t have to go through customs for once), we boarded another bus to *ahem* the main group's hotel. Only 13 of us (including me) were not given a room.

We cramped into a small room and practiced for awhile, and when i heard the voices, i thought we were dead.

Anyways, the 13 of us were moved to a hotel that turned out to be a hostel, so we had to make do for 1 night.

DAY 3 (Thursday)

If i'm not wrong, today's the day of theopening ceremony.

We had to do Yuki Nohi, Ave Verum Corpus, and Yver, vous n'estes qu'un vilain.

All of them sucked. We went sharp in everything besides Ave Verum, and rushed in Y'ver.

Sigh....

OH. But this day had a plus side!

2 actually. One, while walking to the Winter Palace aka the Hermitage, (yes with that M there) we heard an accordianist play...

Majulah Singapura.

Yes, I know. What. The. Heck. Is. That. Guy. Thinking?

Was he hired or something?...

2.The 13 lucky us, (which is actually quite weird) were moved to a...

Ahem...

4STAR Hotel! 4STARS! 1,2,3,4!

It's called Park Inn, and because I'm still swamped with Homework now, I'm too lazy to show you the photos.

But they'll come in due time.

I think We also ate Macdonalds (Which looked like MacHoNalbs....seriously, it was weird.), but of course, no fries==

DAY 4 (Friday)

Marathon time!

All 7 choirs were to sing 3 songs.

We sung Yuki Nohi again, Meplalian, and our trump card, Bin nam ma.

We sucked again.

Yep, time to continue. (25/6) It was still quite messed up...and we were made to practice in the cold wind early that morning, due to our crap performance on the previous day.

DAY 5 (Saturday)

It's....the dreaded day. The day we trained hard and long for.

Competition Day.

We woke up early to get our voices warmed up...by singing our Open Mix songs: Bin-nam-ma, Y'ver and Ave Verum.

It was a straight on trip of singing and getting ready there, as we sung Crown Of Roses in the bus as well.

...oh.

Alright. So we settled down in the rehearsal hall. Just a red room with seats like an orchestra, but it works.

Practice and more practice.

At around 10 something, we were up. We readied ourselves, hugged each other and comforted each other, and walked into the performance hall quickly and nervously.

Showtime:

Y'ver was...out of tune. AGAIN. But did we care? NO. We didn't rush, and that's all that matters! Dynamics were also well heard! Woohoo.

Ave Verum....excellent to the singers. Slow and steady, in tune, and of course, dynamical.

Bin-nam-ma, our trump song.

Out of tune only at the end (but we Sops managed, miraculously. It was seriously as if my voice wanted to give way.), only a bbbiiiiittt of rush, and accents were well heard, I guess.

We then walked out....and as soon as we were out of view, walking up to our new room,...we were discussing mistakes all over.

We went down again after awhile to support NUS, who, incase you didn';t know, also participated. Then we went up. I *****, they were freakin amazing.

Mr Foong took over as we continued practicing for the folklore segment. We did have a muffin to eat, and Georgina kinda, forced me to take one from her. *Ifeelsoguilty--* 'nyways, we practiced and rested and whatnot for 1 hour, then our turn came.

Showtime(AGAIN):

Kerraban Sape, simply put, was rushed, not that powerful and a bit sharp.

Yuki Nohi was indeed terrible (as always, anyway). Flat, uncontrallable, but somewhat...brrrr.

Meplalian was the folklore's trump card. Actions which helped boost power and marks, kept us not too sharp and not rushed. Indeed, good.

Talktalktalk again, as if we'll need it for the next 1 month, and at that time...

All hell could have broken loose right there and then.

RESULTS:

O. M. G. Time for the crying or laughing, sobbing or hugging. It's that time we all know and love and hate all at the same time,....the results.

We waited for 1and a half hours for them to get ready --. At 1.40, the guys came up. Time for joy and sorrow.

And that beautiful threat of being headed on a downward path to total doom if we didn't get 2 golds.

Open Mix:....this was indeed scary. We were so scared of Y'ver, we thought we were more or less SCREWED!

NUS were 10 times better than us.

But...

"Tanjong Katong Secondary School Choir, with 100 points, earning a golden cup of Peter the Great!"

From that single '100', no longer would you want to bother hearing the rest. A high gold, we won. And with a perfect score. You could really see Mr Kwei smiling all the way through. (Of course, NUS's Results were before us and unsurprisingly, they got perf too, AND OF COURSE WE CHEERED! SINGAPORE ROCKS!!)

It took a while for us to cool down, but everything was not happy yet. One little slip, and we're downhill from there.

Folklore: The real worry. Took us a while to finally get there, but it was being read out.

"Tanjong Katong Secondary School Choir, with a score of 96 points, earning a golden cup of Peter the Great!"

And that was it. The celebrations started from there on. The fate of the TK Choir was sealed for another year. We're safe.

Mr Fong was obviously smiling too much for his face, andjoyohjoy, so were we. Everyone in the concert hall (even those from USA, Poland, Czech...) was cheering for EVERYONE. And I Mean EVERYONE.

NUS and TK were literally screaming it all out. Some were crying, some were jumping, some were hugging, some were grabbing the cup like it was a dubloon, some were snapping shots of the cup with their friends; it was awesome.

It was better than Pattaya, as we were category champions for BOTH CATEGORIES THIS TIME! (Of course, there's the tie with NUS)...

I love this freakin place.

2nd part of the day...(Saturday)

After all that, we got changed into 'comftable clothing', and ate some Subway sandwiches, and suddenly, i don't remember where we went....OH YEAH. We went to a souvenir shop!

Northend, they calll it, and they have all kinds of crap there. Russian Dolls, Egg Decos, anything they have in Russia, you name it they got it.

Then we went to eat dinner at....I forgot. SCREW THIS!

Final Day (Sunday)

Awesome. One more day to home sweet home.

First stop? THE AIRPORT!

From St. Pete's to Moscow (aka Domodemodo Airport (DME)), then to the (freakin cold) Red Square. it's seriously Red. NOT BLOOD, DAMMIT!

Anyways, it's so cold there, everyone's hands were in pockets, no kiddin.

And Olivia, was VERY busy, taking candid shots.

VERY.

Geez, Liv, get a life.

Anyways, I ATE ICE-CREAM! WHEEE.

And then it was the one-way trip back to Domodemodo.

It took us 1 hour to go through checkin (in which time Mr Foong played his PSP YET AGAIN.), and another 30 minutes to shop for snacks, and 1 hour to wait for the plane to clean itself up from Houston ==...

But we were all on the plane back soon enough. BUT THE KRISWORLD SUCKED! Radio was only played when you were in that menu, and movies were messed up. But I watched Vantage Point, Cloverfield and slept all the same.

I'm going Home...(Monday)

Woke up, looked around. I think it was 8 am, because everyone was still sleeping but the sun was up.

Joy.

Back at Changi Airport (with a Terminal change of T2 to T3), we were greeted by Mr Lee and the IT guy, and some parents who just continued clapping like we just came back from an important event. As in, worldwide level.

Heh.

We sung Kerraban Sape one more time by Mdm Goo's suggestion (though we SERIOUSLY wanted to sing Bin-Nam-Ma) and went home happy.

I Love TK Choir. No one of you can change that.

Sopranos rock! I'm still one, so stop saying I've broekn voice! IT's HURTFUL == in some way.

EDIT 26/6: Sorry! Photos still taking some time. Mostly because i'm too lazy, but also becuz of homework! screw homework! =3

RUSSIA!!!

2008-06-16T23:56:00.002+08:00

I'm going in 7 more hours.

7!....

I'll wake up in 5.5 hours.

5.5!!

It's one week.

1!!!...

Okaay, I'll stop it. It's getting creepy.

Anyway, yuo heard right! I'm going for a one week trip to Russia!

For a choir competition.

Oh, for those of you who don't know, ...

I'm going to Russia. St. Petersburg.

And we, the TK Choir, could very be screwed, if we don't do well.

Wait, we are screwed.

He.hehe.hehehe.

I've gotten back to playing Nostale, and also found a new game....DOMO.

You know, like domo arigato?

lol...

It's Dreams Of Mirror Online.

Check it out in your free time.

I'll really miss you all, and I'm not sure if you guys out there would give a damn about me, but I'll definitely think of you the whole trip.

IMMA GONNA BE LONELYYY T_T....

I finally completed all my homework too. What a rush...

Packing in 30 minutes (for dummies), and it's a chaotic situation when you find out your costume shoes don't fit anymore on the 9.00pm before your flight.

HOLY!

But all was not lost, and i got my dad's shoes! ^^

RESOURCEFUL, MAN. SAVE THE EARTH.

Whoops. Sorry random moment.

Anyways, take care of yourselves, and i (kinda) love you all.

Sayonara, see you again on Monday!

P.S....Don't have a party without me. I'll murder you.

!?!?

2008-06-03T16:57:00.002+08:00

!? Sorry, but i have seriously been too lazy to post for the last 2 weeks.

Firstly, i guess i'm gonna have to talk bout my CH trip.

1st Day (Saturday)

Wake up early in the morning (earlier than usual) and go to school not knowing much of the details. Like I care. So there was Wen Cai, Adam and 2 other guys playing....stuff. Again.

Alright, the crowd of 40 slowly comes in, and we get briefed by Ms Liz (who isn't coming?! WTH?!)

Anyways, get on the bus, and prepare for a supposedly 10-hour long ride. ...Yeah right.

It took us about 40 minutes to get to the Tuas checkpoint, we go through Causeway, and go past Malaysia Checkpoint, and then we move towards CH.

I remembered stuff about Kota Tinggi then.

Once we reached the mountains (which freakin took us 8 hours to reach!) Some people started snapping cams away. Including me. But I'm too lazy to post pics now, so...

Anyways, quite a dangerous climb. There was no railing, it was actually rainin sometimes, and....heightophobia.

It took us 6 hours to climb that highland. Then we got caught in a traffic jam which took us 1 hour to break out of.

Then we stopped for directions for 10 minutes.

Then we ate dinner at a restaurant for more time.

We reached the hotel at 10 freakin pm.

2nd Day (Sunday)

Thanks to Kim Seng, I managed to wake up early.

so i took a quick bath....and changed and went down for the breakfast menu.

Not bad, but not too good either.

Anyway, we then moved for the Tea Plantation.

The 'BOH' Tea Plantation.

Interesting way they have of doing tea extraction. I bought a pack of ice blackcurrant tea too...

Next was the Rose Garden, where I was absolutely lost, until I found 2D hanging up at the peak of the mountains, and then as I was going down, Panda came up. So I stayed with him for the next few minutes, enjoying the breeze.

Lunch, then the Bee Garden.

Boring.

Nothing to talk about.

AH, the fun part! Shopping for crap in the local market!

But they have good stuff, really. I bought a jacket for myself. Thickkkk

And some food.

Dinner, then another trip back to the hotel and sleep.

3rd Day (Monday)

ONOS. Lucky for me I packed my bag the day b4.

So put it in the bus, climb up, miss a group photo T_T and go on back down the dangerous mountain.

7 freakin hours.

you know the rest.

we stopped at KL for lunch, then proceeded straight for SG.

NEXT.

My RHYA trip.

Man, what a tiring trip.

Okay, it was a camp really.

1st Day (2nd day for the rest) Tuesday

I skipped the first day due to my arrival from MY.

So when I came, i was greeted warmly by dunno who.

Then introduced to my group, the Yellow group, Group 3, Gladiators.

Wootawootawootawoot.

First thing i see? Project Discussion.

I help out a bit, then we move for....lunch. I get a bottle and some bandana (which i wore around my neck).

So...i was new and everything and was lost. XD

Then we returned to our rooms and got all the stuff for outdoor camping.

But due to wet weather, it was indoor camping in the MPH.

LOL. So much for plans.

And also, the cooking by ourselves part.

SPAGHETTIIIIIII

I helped by opening and closing the lid. I'm useless T_T

2nd Day (3rd Day) Wednesday

Cook our own breakfast as well. My team did egg with hotdog, and...i forgot. And we put it in bread. Delicious.

Community Drumming aka BEST PART OF DAY EVA.

Drum to our own beat, and just whack anything we wish.

Fun, really.

Hip-Hop Workshop aka the no-one-gives-a-damn-about-it activity.

I was like one of the only few people dancing well.

Also, at the end, Shahrul, you rock dude. Who knew you could break that well?

During lunch today, I saw a familiar face...

A trainer from Kota Tinggi aka my Sec 2 Cohort Camp.

Not mine, though, I just said hi.

And how could I forget the Campfire!?

It was awesome.

I lost my voice, I'm sure.

3rd Day (4th for the rest) Thursday

Pack up the tents and move quickly for that 2 hour break!

We were promised that if we packed everything up nicely from 0900 to 1040

Which we did.

I was the only guy helping out with clearing the campfire, with the exception of Shahrul and Aydyl (and another trainer). The rest were girls.

Geez, thanks guys.

Nothing else today....it was just preparing for the Graduation Ceremony.

4th and last Day (5th for the rest) Friday

Graduation Ceremony....

Not much of a good thing.

Normal stuff, really.

But after tea, that was the emotional part.

We were all crying and hugging each other.

After all, it's almost goodbye.

...

I can't say anymore. It's too heartbreakin sometimes.

Back...

2008-05-26T19:30:00.002+08:00

And tired. Actually, we spent only 1 whole 'real' day in Cameron Highlands, I tell you. 1!

The other 2 days I spent there...was actually just...spending 16 hours getting up and down the place.

Haha.

I'll post up some pics when I'm back from the second camp in Buono Vista.

Zzz....

!?

2008-05-23T22:19:00.002+08:00

Crap! I haven't posted in a week!

Anyways, quick one.

Tuesday:

Aw, sweet. We actually slacked for the first 2 periods of Science (since it's Life Science and all) and then got our bags and checked marks one last time, then moved downstairs to the bus, and went to...

REFLECTIONS AT BUKIT CHANDU!

I knew I was there before....someone enlighten me.

Anyways, it's pretty much the same as the last time, nothing much that's new....except the 'Sounds of War' exhibit. That was awesome.

We came back, and guess what?

WE SLACKED MORE.

THEN, we went to Nadira's house to bake cookies. And I was the timer man on the oven. Hoorah. Jas really makes a great mom. She realyl knows how to cook. And Crys...she could be a baker.

End day.

Wednesday:

AW MAN. This day was awesome.

We practically slacked the whole day through.

No lessons, since we actually BEGGED the teachers for Free Periods (which we spent playing *coughcardscough*.

Thursday:

Welcome to the School Bazaar, where we sell black market goods.

Our class sold cookies, spaghetti, and nuggets. I didn't eat anything but the cookies T_T.

Of course, I didn't do much but walk around.

And get forced to eat cookies.

Even though we were COMPLETELY sold out,...we lost to 2E.

T_T...HOLIDAYS START!

Friday:

Nothing muchh....except for the results of the P&T Meeting.

Tell you guys another time.

I felt so good and proud of myself xD...

...

And I'm moving off for camp tomorrow.

Anyone wants stuff from Cameron?

Bon Voyage, everyone...AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

....with extra homework...

...

2008-05-13T18:08:00.002+08:00

Omygosh. I haven't posted in 2 weeks. Just been too. Lazy. Zat's all, LAZY.

Thursday, (8/5...I think.)

It's the end of exams. I dun care if I did crappily or not; LET"S JUST CHIONG OUTSIDE AND PLAY LIKE LUNATICS!

That's what me and some friends actaully did. Cancel the lunatic part.

Shu Tong, Glenn (Organizer), Kim Hai, Nadira, Gwen, Jevon, John, Johnathan, Sunshine and me! (HAH! I'm the only one who remembered Sunshine!)

We actually wanted to go Pasir Ris Park, but go to Tampines Interchange eat first. Cannot play without eating, right? Then eat Mac's! I srsly wanted to just drop by St Hilda's and say hihowareukthxbai. Just want to feel back at home O.O.

Take MRT blablabla, then walk there, when we saw....403 go pass us. Someone mentioned it took like, 40 mins for it to appear, then we just left the interchange when it came, so we were like...WTH. Walk until so tired, when we reached the bicycle kiosk, we saw the bus stop....right outside the kiosk. OMG.

Anyways, rented bikes, and had to borrow money from KH, then we cycle to the Triangle. Y'know, those ropey things where you climb up and if you fall you consider yourself dead that thing.

That's why I didn't climb up^^.

Cycling is such a breeze, it's so nice, especially with friends and when you see ppl falling off and crashing jnto a tree or drowning. JUST KIDDIN. I'm not such a sadist.

we cycled pointlessly, and went to the so called 'granite wall' of the beach, and lie down, enjoy the sea breeze and talk. Sunshine was damn daring. He actually put his feet into the water, though the rocks were quite near. Shao Kiat killed innocent sea snails. Or maybe they just swam in the water again? John littered the seabed OMGWTHBBQ by throwing water bottles! lol.

Okay, then we go, John went home first, we stopped for drinks twice, then dropped off the bikes and went home. Half of the ppl left went home by bus, the otehrs by MRT. I was the MRT guy. Thanks Shu Tong for accompanying me to the bus stop back home.

Friday (9/5)

DAMMIT! Choir made us go back on a holiday T_T Then I came back and slacked. LOL

Saturday (10/5)

Argh. So. Tired. Choir until around 12, then went home, then go out for Mother's Day dinner. Happy Mother's day....too late.

Sunday (11/5)

Happy (real) Mother's day. Time to go to church, and for once, I actually kept awake through the sermon. Only because the pointer kept breaking down, leaving me to manually progress the slides. Gimme some credit T_T...

Monday (12/5)

I feel so sianed, Relax for 4 days, come back toschool again.

Even worse, had to go for Road Run that day. At 12.20, we were released, Glenn, Kim Hai, Nadira, Ryan, Shi De, Adam and I go to Glenn's house (or at least the lobby) and wait for him to change his shoes, then go to Laguna Park eat, then walk all the way to pit number 59 in ECP. So far. Ran 3km (Or at least, 2km run, 1 km walk) and it was so tiring =.=

Thanks to these people for supporting me at different places of the race: Olivia, April, Ms Karen, and Bianca. THANKYOU. Couldn't have done it without your help. Believe me.

Kim Hai and Glenn and I went to the hawker center again and bought Coconut Juice. Thanks Kim Hai for lending me money AGAIN, and sharing the joy of drinking ice cold freezeyourteethoff coconut juice. Glenn walked me through his condo and showed me the way home. Arigato Gonzaimasu, Glenn. Took 76 back home, tired. I'm amazaed I could still walk back home.

TODAY (13/5 Kill me if I get this wrong!)

WAHHHH. Got back 4 papers today. Overall, I got 7 papers back. Or at least part of them.

English:

Around 60~70? Atleast it's an A O.O

Maths:

I'm proud to say I totally did not flunk this subject, as I thought I would. But I don't have the paper with me so I forgot my marks.

Science:

Kill me if I get less than 80 marks. Currently in editing, but first mark I got was 82. HOORAH.

Chinese:

I. PASSED. 53/100.
79/140

SO CLOSE O.O

History:

NOOOZ MY HUMANITIES SUXXORS T_T. 57.5/100.

Geography:

YEAZZZ MY HUMANITIES ROXXORS ^_^. 43.5/70. 67/100.

Don't worry, full marks coming soon.

...

2008-05-02T20:12:00.002+08:00

Maths today was....hard.

Have you ever heard of P2 being EASIER than p1?! BECAUSE IT WAS!

BY A 1000 TIMES!

I'll show you, i will.

It was so....freakin...easy. I breezed through Section A within 60min. Section B stumped me for 30 minutes.

And just now, i played soccer again *finally*.

And i got back my goalkeepin skills *AGAIN*.

Well...apparently someone forced me to a quiz....

A. List seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself.
B. ~~Tag seven people to do this.~~
Scratch that! I can't come up with so many.

So...
Xuan, Mandy, Clarence, AND whoever else wanna do this crap.^^

1.I have VSTM. so short, that i forget things completely after 10 minutes.
Be shocked.
2.I sometimes wonder why we were created....until my brain hurts.
3....I love sushi. Alot.
4.I have problems that I solve by staying alone for 1 day. That doesn't help much.
5.I...am...lonely.^^
6.I have only been on my own in a shopping centre of any kind for 2 times. 2!
7.Did i mention i have VSTM?

There you have it.

What? Cheated? I didn't cheat....

Oh.

Like i care!

Continue to mug guys.

Kudos.

...

2008-04-30T10:07:00.001+08:00

A random post.

I just realized I like longer hair than short, ridiculous hair.

I dunno.

It makes me look less dorky^^...

Eh whatever.

Just don't kill me when i grow long hair...too long.^^

Kudos.

Geog....sucks...

2008-04-30T09:55:00.002+08:00

Geography sucked. bigtime.

I almost did not finish the paper. Barely enough time to do 7 questions with 8parts each. 56 questions in 1h 45min. wth...

Anyways, I'm here at home at 9.55! hooray. I'm so free. Tomorrow is labour day, which means more time to do the maths, science, history, and lit.

It's really tiring, with a lot more to go. then there's that IPW report due in the wed after our exams...

It sucks. Anyways, jy all for exams, especially science.

Kudos.

Tomorrow's Geog....

2008-04-29T19:52:00.002+08:00

....and i feel uneasy. damn uneasy.

I only can hope that i'll do well tomorrow.

What about you?

Well...if you try to leave, you'll see that I gained another piece of java scripts. The leaving alarm. I won't bother getting the entering script, since it's kinda useless.

I got quite a number already....

Anyways. A funny vid. Watch it. Now.

And laugh your freakin head off.

Good luck everyone. The exams are almost over....in 2 weeks.

Kudos.

Ow.

2008-04-28T19:31:00.001+08:00

Today, I made a stupuid mistake.

As some may know, my arms are weak. I can't do monkey bars.

But still, I tried a stupid trick.

I ran towards the monkey bar, grabbed the bar, slipped, and fell flat on the floor.

Thank goodness it was rubber.

I lay on the ground for awhile, my left arm a bit jialat, while my neck and shoulders killed me.

So, never try to run and grab something. You will just die^^.

Also....

A new reason to staudy hard for the exams:

I'll be going to Japanese Classes if I do it!

Awesome.

So....eevryone work hard.

Kudos.

Circle of Friends?

2008-04-27T22:01:00.001+08:00

I've seen something weird.

From Clarence's blog, I saw Sheen's blog, and in her blog, I saw a 'Sunshine'(Not sure whether it's my class's one...) and an Amanda with a link the same as Claudia and Eunice.

This is weird. Next thing I know, I could be a friend of Clarence's friend. Scary.

Well....I needed to post this crap.

Kudos.

The Beginning of the End.

2008-04-27T19:42:00.001+08:00

It's about to start tomorrow....the dreaded MYEs. Can i get a cheer from the audience?

no.

Good. You still have common sense, unlike some people. Well...i guess the sooner it comes, the sooner we can get rid of the crap.

Right....some of you say 'dead blog', like clarence. one word. no.

just been way too busy and lazy to post. i mean, there's hardly no crap to post nowadys, or i've forgotten like hell.

anyways, here's something i remembered.

Friday, 25/4
3.02pm
Tanjong Katong Secondary School._

The 'night' class for maths was starting. it's mainly grabbing a crapload of papers and doing and asking mdm goo for help. The end.

The others left at 6pm after eating cup noodles and chips. Yes, we were allowed to eat.

The maximum time to stay was 7.

Only 3 in my room stayed that long. Me, Shu Tong and Xiao Tien.

...That is all.

Good luck in the exams people. Wishing you guys the best of luck.

Kudos.